I love the Wattpad/Ao3 memes about the life's of fanfic authors and how insane and dramatic their lives, and then I remember that my grandfather died the literally week I upload my first book and developed ED(nearly killed me) after my second book was uploaded.
BTW I'm happy and healthy now and in stable relationship with myself body mind and food.
I'm starting College and have a scholarship for accountants and my boyfriend (2yrs) will be attending the same college ( finance).
Thank you all for the support, lovely comments and messages and votes they really brought me joy while struggling but Wattpad remains me of poorer times and to move on from that I gotta let it go so I did let it go a long time ago.
If I ever do upload another Fic it'll be on Ao3 but there's no promises.
Thank you all, Slán - Eve(Ebeeie)