"oh, beans"

You good?

I promise that I will not abandon you when your mental health plays up. 
          Although now you've gotta make the same promise to me please =3

OKAY OKAY I'LL REWATCH NINJAGO AND FINISH THE LLOYD BOOK

Just One Time is almost at 10K reads and I haven't updated it in what, 2 years or smth? I kinda wanna continue it but I need to rewatch Ninjago lmao

Realised that in my 3 new books I spelt my user name as _Emily_Krisis_ instead of _Emily_Krysis_ and now I'm going through a crisis

Sorry for the unexpected Haitus. Not sure how long im "back" for, but I am working on stuff 

Hey guys!
          
          First of all I'd like to start off by saying I am so fucking sorry for my spontanious unannounced haitus.
          
          A lot has happened in the time I've been absent from Wattpad;
          
          - finally finished school forever
          - got a boyfriend (I don't really know what he sees in me or how this happened but like he's stuck with me now so jokes on him??)
          - found out that "boyfriend" literally just means "big fucking baby manchild that always wants cuddles and kisses"
          - lots of napping because my boyfriend likes to try and sleep on top of me and smother me with his excessively high body heat so I don't sleep well at night when he stays over lmao
          - I'm a child who can legally drink now so that's cool
          - family drama
          - friendship drama
          - d r a m a  everywhere I thought this shit stayed in school smh
          - I was also working at a festival sort of thing, so my normal job took up most of my morning and then the festival job took up my afternoon
          - catching up with family members from other other countries
          - had a whole drama performance where I got the completed script 2 weeks before showcase, off script 1 week before showbase, and I picked up someone else's lines 3 days before showcase
          
          Been busy. I fucking hated it, so much socializing mama mia finna reea
          
          I went off writing and drawing because I was finishing up school and had to cram all the assignments I didn't know were due into the last week (3 days because of the system) and then I just forgot I had Wattpad...
          
          But I'm back now (knowning me probably not for very long, lets be honest here)
          
          Nevertheless, please enjoy what my stingy productivity will allow me to give you 

《 ! ! IMPORTANT ! ! 》
          
          Hi, so
          
          I just wanted to let everyone know WHY exactly this announcement is diferent and more important then every other one I've ever made. This is a must read for everyone who gets frusrated with my slow updates because;
          
          I am not (for once) being lazy,
          
          I do not (for once) have writers block,
          
          I have not (for once) lost interest or motivation for writing.
          
          I HAVE recently been tested for PTSD. I'm still not sure about whether or not it's been confirmed that I do have it, but I've been having a lot more anxiety attacks and crying in inappropriate places more often; hence I finally told my parents and actually starting to do something about it, as it has gotten to the point where it is getting in the way of my education, work, motivation for life in general, and relationships with everyone.
          
          Since this is a whole year worth of built up anxiety and depression, I am not sure how it'll affect my writing or updating. I may post less, I may continue to post as I did before, there may be extended gaps of time between each update, or I may even just spam post 10 chapters at a time. I don't know yet.
          
          Being diagnosed with a mental disorder by a doctor is something new to me, and I'm not aware of the process, so please please please be patient and understanding with me.
          
          I'm not asking for sympathy or anything; I simply wanted to just let everyone knwo so ya'll aren't just left to wonder wtf happened to me.

I wish I could change my @ but then I can't update my fucking books, WATTPAD WHATTHEFUCK

Just lettin ya'll know that I'm sorting things out in my life at the moment, so I'm sorry to say that there won't be any updates for a while. I'm not sure how long it'll be, but I won't be releasing any new chapters for any books at the moment.
          
          Please stay patient with me