Wishing to find an escape in this chaotic world that I don't feel belonged at all. Wanting a quiet and peaceful place that all I ever need is solitude and complete detachments from everyone. Unstable emotions and thoughts that are uncontrollable that it loses my mind everytime. Numb to the point I couldn't feel anything and losing my direction in life. Hopeless and in despair, it's difficult to change myself knowing it will end up repeating the same cycle. I always find myself crying in defeat.