𝙵𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚎 <3

Oh my god. The plot is thickening. I’m letting these next few chapters of Mission was Taken to brew. But I think we’re finally meeting the turning point of the book. 
          
          Still heavily considering a rewrite, but haven’t came to a final conclusion yet. 

I was thinking about it… and what if I did a rewrite of Mission was Taken once it’s finished. I would rewrite it so it’s no longer a “fanfic,” but instead with its own renamed characters. 
          
          Mission was Taken is probably my favorite piece of writing. So to broaden the market for it would be so awesome. 
          
          I would of course leave up to original. It’s just an idea. 

Still love and sort of miss my Fernabee persona from Covid lol. Now my mom uses the username to play Minecraft with me. Yes I am 19…
          
          Switched up my profile pictures, especially since they were outdated after all the drama that pursued the last two years. 
          
          Please don’t unfollow if you’re reading Mission Was Taken or interested in future ideas of mine. I’m still Fernabee, don’t you worry. 

So what if I couldn’t leave a book unfinished???

Sorry if you're reading this as of now. I simply am no longer interested to continue writing here on wattpad. I will not be continuing any of my books and they will be marked as discontinued.
          I want to give my final thank you as writing these fanfics gave me a life other than sitting lonely in my room during 2021 and quarantine. A huge thanks goes to the 100K reads on Confidence Not Found, as I really don't know why it's so popular. I loved your amazing comments and I still have so many to go through, they definitely helped me stay encouraged to continue writing these fanfics. 
          My reasoning for leaving his writing platform and (I guess) community, is 100% because I'm not interested in it. Over the last few months I've been growing, maturing, and becoming my own person. I'm literally sixteen, about to start driving, busy with my horse (s), and want to focus on my schooling and future that lies ahead of me. I have great goals I want to achieve and I cannot do this if I'm staying up until five in the morning writing about two content creators that were shipped together in an intimate way. I've tried to continue several times, but can't get my head in the right place. So, I believe that mentally I must move on and continue my dreams :)
          Who knows, maybe one day I'll come back for the millionth time (I highly doubt it). But until then, I leave you with my final message. 
          
          I've spent most of my life existing. Not understanding who I am or what I wish to be. It's always been a foggy cloud of wanting to please and being afraid. I entered my freshman year with an eating disorder. Merely surviving in my life, no longer living. Then, I met my friends. Then, I had one of the best months of my life. Then, I wanted to live. So, to all of you guys out there. Whether your LGBTQ+, Transgender, Liberal or Republicans, Democratic even, it doesn't matter. Live your life, achieve your dreams, and be proud of yourself. All it takes is a little smile, to make one change. 
          Goodbye...

Haha haha.. ha
          
          I guess I’m back again?

YO HI EVERYBODY!! 
          IVE GOT TWO BOOKS TRENDING FOR DNF AND OMG THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!!!!! 
          
          I’ve been really enjoying writing this new book, I still can’t believe how much effort I’ve been able to put in. Actually speaking of effort, I’m rewriting two drafted chapters in “Mission was Taken” just because I felt like they were poorly written lmao, but hopefully this next chapter will be better!!! 
          Umm, but yeah!! Thank you guys so much I love you all!!! 

Sorry guys, nothing new this weekend! I have two chapters prewritten, but I still need to go through and edit them and well, I’m training a horse plus I got finals sooo guess who’s busy? Me! 
          I’ll try my hardest to get something out next weekend!! Love you guys! 

Oooo scary! I just posted the first Chapter in my new book- 
          
          I’m excited to start getting into things again, but I can’t promise consistent posting. I’m hoping to get something out every weekend but I’m sure it’s not going to be perfect and I’m sorry about that. These chapters are also LOOONNGGGG (like 3,000 words), so I do apologize for that too since a lot of people enjoy having quick reads. 
          
          Anyway, if you want to read it you can! Thank you guys, ily all! <3

Helllooooo everyone!!! Guess who’s coming back!!!! 
          
          Yes! That’s right, it’s me!!! And well, I guess I have all of you to thank for that! I just finished rereading and looking at all the (AMAZING) comments on “Confidence not Found” and man can I not thank you all enough. You’ve inspired me to get into the groove of writing (if I can find the time that is lol). 
          
          I guess before I just “get back into it” I should explain why I didn’t come back later October like I had said previously. 
          In short, I knew I just didn’t have the time to keep writing. I’m one of those writers that just writes and cannot stop because if I do then I’ll never finish my idea unless I start over. Doing this, writing takes up like 5+hours of my day or night, so with in person school, a new job, driving school, riding horses, getting my own horse, and a mental health issue I needed to kinda heal from, it just wasn’t happening. 
          
          (This may be triggering for some\/)
          
          To explain my mental state (just because I don’t want to leave any of you in the dark), I wasn’t eating enough to say the least. I was never diagnosed with an eating disorder, but everything from counting calories to excessive exercising told me I did and I had to heal from that in order to balance my life out a bit more. And well, I can say I’ve gotten a little better :)
          
          (Trigger over)
          
          But yeah! I think I’ve come to a point where I can chill out a bit more and possibly pick up writing again. I really really do want to get back into it, just need some ideas which I’m sure I’ll find no problem! 
          So again, sorry about leaving you all kinda randomly. I’m going to definitely try to get something out soon, something good! 
          
          Be back soon, thanks for being patient <33
                                       -Fernabee