@_FlowerLungs_
Remember me?
Yes, I do, sorry I disappeared. I have been so busy, depressed, and all that shit. I'm so sowwy!!
Heavy-handed
Rapid fire
Infatuation
With my filthy pride
To a senseless beating
Crippled and barely breathing
I tore off my skin
I'll hang from this noose
This is what happens when I show you my demons
Repeating the cycle that turns love into indifference
When I chase after affection, it won't chase after me
I get confused on why we always part so violently
But honestly
The day I met you
I started dying
Oh...
I should've known a little better
Good things never last forever
Oh...
My heart in repose
I need you the most
Oh...
Feed me to the wolves
Like I don't have a pulse
Oh...
'Cause the day you said "no"
I started dying
Pointless madness
I am clueless
Thoughtless choices
I ruin myself
Tear into me like an unknown disease
Give me your damage
I'm begging you, please
She said, "Depression isn't sadness,"
"It's a certain sense of apathy that hangs directly over me."
She'll wrap herself around my neck
I'm too numb to feel the entropy
Surrounding me
Because the day I met you
I started dying
Oh...
I should've known a little better
Good things never last forever
Oh...
My heart in repose
I need you the most
Oh...
Feed me to the wolves
Like I don't have a pulse
Oh...
'Cause the day you said "no"
I started dying
You make me happy...
You'll make me kill myself
I can be happy with you
But I can't be happy if I'm dead
Oh...
I should've known a little better
Good things never last forever
Oh...
My heart in repose
I need you the most
Oh...
Feed me to the wolves
Like I don't have a pulse
Oh...
'Cause the day you said "no"
I felt alive
@_mcrtrash___ haha, I didn't write it. The song's name is "Filthy Pride" by Social Repose
Quick someone keep me busy for the next 15 minutes
*shakes closed had* oh look *opens hand slinging all my fucks into the air* my fucks! Oh wait their flying... see i really dont give a flying fuck!
"I'm A Fake"
[Spoken:]
Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
Look at me, you can tell
By the way I move and do my hair
Do you think that it's me or it's not me?
I don't even care
I'm alive
I don't smell
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry (dry)
[Chorus:]
Just look at me, look at me now
I'm a fake [x4]
Just look at me, look at me now
I'm a fake [x4]
Do I drink? Do I date?
I've got perfect placement all my ink
Satisfied, in your eyes
I'm the biggest fan I've got right now
I made sure, that I look how I wanted to look
The people around me, the people surround me
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry (dry)
[Chorus]
My stomach hurts now, and all tied off in lace
I pray, I beg for anything, to hit me in the face
and this sicknes isn't me, I pray to fall from grace
The last thing I see is feeling
And I'm telling you I'm a fake [x4]
And I'm telling you I'm...
Shadows settle on the place, that you left.
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness.
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time.
From the perfect start to the finish line.
And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones.
'Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs.
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong
The lovers that went wrong.
We are the reckless,
We are the wild youth
Chasing visions of our futures
One day we'll reveal the truth
That one will die before he gets there.
And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones.
'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone.
We're setting fire to our insides for fun.
Collecting pictures from a flood that wrecked our home,
It was a flood that wrecked this home.
And you caused it,
And you caused it,
And you caused it
Well I've lost it all, I'm just a silhouette,
A lifeless face that you'll soon forget,
My eyes are damp from the words you left,
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.
And if you're in love, then you are the lucky one,
'Cause most of us are bitter over someone.
Setting fire to our insides for fun,
To distract our hearts from ever missing them.
But I'm forever missing him.
And you caused it,
And you caused it,
And you caused it
She told me not to step on the cracks
I told her not to fuss and relax
Well, her pretty little face stopped me in my tracks
But now she sleeps with one eye open
That's the price she paid
I took a knife and cut out her eye
I took it home and watched it wither and die
Well, she's lucky that I didn't slip her a smile
That's why she sleeps with one eye open
That's the price she paid
I said, hey, girl with one eye
Get your filthy fingers out of my pie
I said, hey, girl with one eye
I'll cut your little heart out cause you made me cry
I slipped my hand under her skirt
I said don't worry, it's not gonna hurt
Oh, my reputation's kinda clouded with dirt
That's why you sleep with one eye open
That's the price you paid
I said, hey, girl with one eye
Get your filthy fingers out of my pie
I said, hey, girl with one eye
I'll cut your little heart out cause you made me cry
You made me cry
You made me cry
You made me cry
I said, hey, girl with one eye
Get your filthy fingers out of my pie
I said, hey, girl with one eye
Get your filthy fingers out my pie
I said, hey, girl with one eye
Get your filthy fingers out of my pie
I said, hey, girl with one eye
I'll cut your little heart out cause you made me cry
Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na na
I am aware that I am an asshole
I really don't care about all of that though
Na na na na, na na na na
I've got nothing to prove
Na na na na, na na na na
But honestly I'm just like you
I've got a bad case of A.D.D.
I've been this way since 17
I've got a fucked up brain and a really bad attitude
I blame it on my drug abuse
So, you don't wanna be
Too close to me
'Cause you might see my broken heart
I am aware that I am an asshole
I really don't care about all of that though
I'm living my life the way that I want to
And you can't deny
That honestly I'm just like you
Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na na
Just like you
Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na na
Just like you
I've been so lonely for the longest time
They tell me that I'm such a lovable guy (yeah, right)
Could it be because I'm off my meds?
Or could it be just something I said?
You don't wanna be
Too close to me
'Cause you might see my broken heart
I am aware that I am an asshole
I really don't care about all of that though
I'm living my life the way that I want to
And you can't deny
That honestly I'm just like you
Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na na
Just like you
Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na na
And I'm always stuck with some bad luck
Now I'm just a boy who's angry at his mom
And I hope in fact she breaks her back
The moment I step on this crack
And don't tell me I'm not worth it
'Cause you are far from perfect
I am aware that you are all assholes
Who the hell cares about all of that though?
I am aware that I am an asshole
I really don't care about all of that though
I'm living my life the way that I want to
And you can't deny
That honestly I'm just like you
Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na na
Just like you
Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na na
Just like you
Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na na
Just like you
Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na na
A place for the newly weds and nearly deads
I'm counting the stones I hope you know I love you.
Got a lot of friends 6 feet under us.
Counting down the days till we join the party.
Thoughts of your nightmare projected through mine...
Hatred is something that we're brought up to see.
Now everybody's looking at me
I hope they know...
They won't get their satisfaction.
Hated is something that we're brought up to be
Now everybody's looking at me.
I hope they know...
That they won't get their satisfaction.
Breathing in these lies is no surprise
These evil things are all we know
Lets take these lives where we want to go
The future is our prize, when the stars align
In the end it's me and you
Almost there gotta see this through.
Ghouls and ghosts will haunt my soul but they will never take me.
Before I go, I want to show that we can make a difference.
Hatred is something that we're brought up to see.
Now everybody's looking at me
I hope they know...
They won't get their satisfaction.
Hated is something that we're brought up to be
Now everybody's looking at me.
I hope they know...
That they won't get their satisfaction.
Satisfaction............
We've got some dumb perceptions.
But I've got the death connection...
All the hate that you have...
Just throw it away
Life is meant for more,
But we're too distracted..
Too caught up in the anger and judgment..
Caught up in the web of lies
I've heard these things keep our blood boiling,
Keeps us alive, and moving forward...
Well FUCK THAT!
If that's the case I was born a dead man.
And I'm forever a ghost.
Hatred is something that we're brought up to see.
Now everybody's looking at me
I hope they know...
They won't get their satisfaction.
Hated is something that we're brought up to be
Now everybody's looking at me.
I hope they know...
That they won't get their satisfaction.
They won't get their satisfaction
I dare you to come closer.
I dare you to get close.
I dare you to come closer.
This is making me sick!
Barfff!&!%!*!
I'm done wasting my time.
How can you live like this?
I tried to be your friend,
But you were fakin'.
After everything we've been through.
I saved you from yourself,
When you had no one else.
Now you walk past me like you don't know me.
But you wouldn't be alive if you didn't call me.
That night when you had no where else to go,
You were crying on the phone,
Sick to your stomach on the floor.
That night when you had no one else to call,
Sick to your stomach on the floor,
You were calling me like, Doctor!
"Doctor! Doctor!"
You're trying to live up to these expectations.
But realize I don't expect a thing.
Just open up a little.
Cuz this ain't riddle.
Spend every minute thinking how you've used me.
Now you walk past me like you don't know me.
But you wouldn't be alive if you didn't call me.
That night when you had no where else to go,
You were crying on the phone,
Sick to your stomach on the floor.
That night when you had no one else to call,
Sick to your stomach on the floor,
You were calling me like, Doctor!
"Doctor! Doctor!"
Broken friendships might be endless.
Take back the time that I said we should end this.
Maybe if we just put this behind us,
Take off these blindfolds, see that we got trust.
You walk past me like you don't know me.
Spending your nights out with all my homies.
Maybe if you just cut out your ego,
Sever the ties, you gave me a reason.
Late last night you asked me nice,
But you burned one bridge,
Double crossed me twice,
Three strikes I'm over it.
That night when you had no where else to go,
You were crying on the phone,
Sick to your stomach on the floor.
That night when you had no one else to call,
Sick to your stomach on the floor,
You were calling me like, Doctor!
That night when you had no where else to go,
You were crying on the phone,
Sick to your stomach on the floor.
That night when you had no one else to call,
Sick to your stomach on the floor,
You were calling me like, Doctor!
"Doctor! Doctor!"
Worst. Friends. Forever.