varian :) (*SUSPENDED :)* its killing me not being able to talk TT

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night webbies luv yall

HEY GUYYYYSSSS!!!
          can u go follow my friend im_hungry_rn pls?
          it would mean the world to them and they are amazing!!
          thnxx sm

hate my parents talking abt my personal sh!t like its okay...
          h r u guys?

night ppl <33

yall best thing happened last night.
          me and my dad were chilling while my bro and mum went to bed and whatevs, and he asked if i was okay and such, and he said he would talk to my mun cause he saw how i was kinda upset abt H getting so much d attention.  so YESSSS.  two, i started yapping about books.
          specifically hoh. by that i mean: i randomly gasped realizing ev and eth have red/orange hair, kiiiinda loke orange cats ish, and thats why they be so emotionally stupid. and i pointed that out to my dad. who made the mistake of asking "who thr hell are evan and ethan" and i started ranting abt them.
          he srsly sat there for two hours listening to me yap abt leo and gus.  he evn remembered gus, Hugo, Alex, Ethan, Leo, Lance, Evan, and kei's namessss!!! and asked questions! and remembered stuff i said! and i somehow went on a wings of fire rant abt how qinter should have been canon and how excited i am for the next book and abt willow and sundew and more qinter and winter's parents.
          like beo listened to me yap unt the middle of the night i luv him sometimes.
          yk, when he isn't grumpy and yelling.
          for once it was my mum that made me cry instead of him like yesss.
          aaaand then my mum came down and started complaining about how useless i was to make dinner, how everytime we go out i have an earbud in, and how rude i am. like lady, i did what u asked me to do. and the only reason i NEED yiu to tell me wahat to do is because u made my brain go "oh this has to be perfect or else" so now i have to ask when it comes to a decision because i don't wanna make a mistake.
          i have to listen to music or i spiral into oblivion everytime I make a mistake, i get even more anxious, and i get snappy
          and i never get annoyed at you. i try so hard not to rage when i get annoyed because everytime im angry u yell at me. the again, when i sigh or try to control myself, you mock me. like lady TT
          
          ....
          sorry for the vent guys TT

@Koreapnocna can u get a life its honestly pathetic like leave my fam alone already

Hey @_Ghost_King_13 Follow for Follow?

shows how overhwelmed i always am when all it takes is a small pasta spill to push me into a full on Kei-style rage-breakdown.
          ;v;
          anygays, night ppl luv yall <3
          dont die

ty for the follow!