theo ^^

So.... I um... Told my mum. Tonight. On the ride to music.
          Holy Hades I was seriously terrified. Like, it took me a good five minutes to start the conversation because my brain wouldn't work and force the word about haha.
          Sighhhhhh.
          Anyways 
          I think she reacted well?
          I think. I hope she'll stop being homophobic around me now.
          But like.
          It feels really fvcking weird now. Like, having someone know that about me. Like, being near her makes me wanna run around and hide now ha.
          Anyways.
          
          How are you guys????
          
          ALSO OMG PERCY AND MONTH MAKE OUT ALREADY - SOBER THIS TIME. I SWEAR TO THE GODS IF THEY DON'T AFTER THEY BUST MONTY OUT OF PRISON IM GOING TO SHOVE THEM IN A CLOSER AND MAKE THEM. also I wanna hug them both so much omgs. Like Percy you poor thing and Monty Ily for trying baby and YOUR DAD IS A HORRIBLE MAN AND I WANNA DROWN HIM. AAHGGG. Also, Percy and Alex (hoh series) HAVE TO MEET OMGS.

one: I came out to my teacher, Ms M
          two: monty and percy should learn about Frisbee
          three: I feel like Percy would love MARINA, like Alex does lol
          
          four: HIIIII How are youu

hugs

okay.
          
          (don't even ask me how this came up)
          last night we were eating and bla bla bla idk how but my dad ended up teasing me w something like "nah she's a guy she's just pretending to be a girl hahha."
          
          ha. ha.
          right.
          um.
          hm.
          that was alarming for me. cause like. that's exactly what i'm doing ha.
          
          AHGGGGGGGGG.
          
          hi guys.
          
          also, I went book shopping with my bsf yesterday and got five books:
          -The 99 boyfriends of Micah Summers
          -Icebreaker (by A. L. Graziadei)
          - The Grandest Game
          - Skater Boy 
          - and Here's To Us.
          
          THE FACT THAT ARTHUR AND BEN BROKE UP STILL MAKES ME ANGRY
          
          how are you guys and gays and ducks?

Booo!!!! i scared u hahah!!! *jumps out of tree*
          Anyways how’s life

every single time i see smth like "bla bla but you're not bla enough to understand" i wanna say "yeah and I'd explain what it felt like to beat a Run 3 level in fourth grade but you're not old enough to get it"
          
          ...
          I think I'm tired rn

Oh
          And I chickened out.
          I don't HAVE to tell her but I wanna know if I can or not at least.
          
          ANYGAYS HI

Happy birthday charlieeee

omgs Xander would love hamilton TT

AHG.
          K so I couldn't go to school today I just can't. It would make me so scared. I told mum not to get pissed and told her I couldn't go and what did she do?
          She got pissed.
          But I can stay home as long as I help her out.
          But now I feel horribly guilty and the only reason I'm not nevermind-ing my own request and sobbing in my room is because I can't.
          
          ANYGAYS GOOD MORNING GUYS AND GAYS AND DUCKS OF ALL FEATHERS!!!
          jigsaw is now my favourite Conan gray song along with Mr Brightside and Punchdrunk by Vaines (WHICH ONLY HAS A THOUSAND LIKES WHAT THE F) and victorious by Panic!
          :33