Alright. Im sorry. I know. I should stop saying these apologies, but I havent gotten the strength to write anymore. I literally sat there forcing myself to write the Destiel fanfiction, but I couldn't do it. I hate my writing.. I wouldn't blame any of you if you hated it too. If you have given up on me, I am so so very sorry. I've been away for so long, then come back to give nothing but another useless apology. Its been a hard few months and I haven't had the courage to write much. If I do, its scrapped or in the corner on paper. I just can't do it. I don't believe in myself anymore and the only supporter I have at the moment is the one person most special to me, who'd specifically like to remain anonymous. I'm struggling to write this at the moment because I don't even know how to write this either. In due time, one day, I will return to writing. I just, need some time to get myself back together to where I can start writing for you guys again.