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TODOROKI'S HEAD IS FINISHED!

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So...I was just Drawing a TodoDeku picture when My dad decides to say 'FOOD IS READY, GET YOUR ASSES DOWN HERE'
          
          And I was like 'REALLY?! IT'S ALWAYS EITHER WHEN I'M JUST GETTING TO THE GOOD PART OF AN ANIME EPISODE OR DRAWING OR WRITING OR JUST BEING MY CASUAL SELF AND SLEEPING!'

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@Musicalsgal Yah
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@_I-Write-Fanfics_ wow sad
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Carry on from last post:
          
          Then Maddy messaged me.
          
          "Why are you sticking up for her? She wants to be ignored, forgotten, Do you not care? Are really that fucking dumb? I knew you were." I felt depressed again.
          
          I replied with "She needs her space She doesn't want to be ignored or Forgotten, its one day, One day to herself is all she wants, why are you trying to take that away from her? She never gets a day to herself. She hates her life at home, and School is the only time she can be happy, Shes always surrounded by us, if she wants to be alone for a day, then so be it. I do care, I care about her and her wishes, I want her to feel Safe and I want her to feel like she can come to us for everything but what you are saying isn't really helping"
          
          And that leads us to now.
          
          Where Mel was always calling Maddy, Maddy and is now only Saying Madison
          
          Why does this always happen to our friend group?
          
          One in October, the beginning till the 16th, that's when I first tried to commit suicide.
          
          One in I believe November. My fucking Birth month
          
          And now one.
          
          Why us?

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So...
          
          I was just thanked for being alive.
          
          By my closest friend.
          
          The reason being:
          
          She wants some space to think about some things, My other friend, Maddy, Is basically calling her selfish for not telling us why My girlfriend and other friend are just reading because they probably don't know what to say or do (it's in our group chat on Instagram) So I can't really tell how they feel.
          
          Maddy is basically forcing Mel, My closest friend, to tell her something that She, Mel, Doesn't want to say.
          
          I stepped in after 10 minutes because that's when I saw the messages (I was busy reading Natsu x Reader) but when I did see it, I almost cried.
          
          People need space, and they don't have to tell their friends everything and Maddy can't respect that, not at all. She's basically calling Mel a selfish Bitch. I can tell that she's letting her emotions speak, not her heart.
          
          After about 5 minutes of me trying to convince Maddy that people need space and don't have to tell their friends everything, I got lost. I forgot what I was saying but then it came back to me.
          
          I messaged something like this: "Yeah, Of course I'm also worried, She's my friend as well, But I respect her wishes and if she wishes to be alone for some time on Monday, then so be it, I'm not going to push any further, A lot of People have things that they don't want to tell anyone, not even their closest friends."
          
          I got no reply.
          
          About 1 minute later Mel messaged me saying this: "Lee, you're a lifesaver!" I responded with "I am?" She replied with "Yes! Thank you for being alive!"
          
          I felt like my depression was cured for a second.