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So I got a job the first week of January and I realized today that I was logged into another Wattpad account and thought no one was talking to me here and it just turns out that I'm a dumb jerk.
          I'm alive.
          I'm doing better.
          I smile a lot more and don't want to die :)
          I'm pretty busy but if any of you can find it in yourselves to forgive me for disappearing (again), I'm here.
          
          If not, that's okay too! I hope you guys are doing well and that everything is great for you!!
          
          xx Fay

Hi.
          I'm alive. Not well. But alive.
          I had to drop out of college this last term and move home because I was so suicidal and depressed I thought I was going to die.
          I haven't seen anyone yet and honestly I'm still wanting to die like 75% of the time so I'm basically a trash person and my private rp mutuals are too nice to me and honestly shouldn't wait for me.
          I really suck and I'm sorry.
          
          Happy belated Chanuka and Solstice. Merry Christmas and Happy New Years. 

I'm alive and okay. College stuff is working out. I'm okay now mentally. Not great, but okay.  I'll respond to all private RPs by tomorrow!

Literally someone help me before I decide to fight someone from the financial aid office of my university. 

I'll try to respond to everyone soon. I'm sorry, but summer is always an awful time for my mental health--then I'm recovering from surgery, so that brings it down even more. I'm struggling with college funding which makes me have panic attacks so then I sleep to recover. Then I got sick and I basically slept for two days straight. On top of all of that a family member passed away last week so it's been shit and I'm just trying to survive.

Wow. Okay. So I haven't existed here for like 3 years?
          Is there really a good reason? I mean, I have a handful of excuses and explanations.
          I have had depression and anxiety since I was 9 years old but my last two years of high school I was horribly bullied. To the point I couldn't go to my graduation. Then I went to college!! Which was supposed to be magically better because it wasn't high school, right? But life still sucked and it turns out a new school doesn't change chemical imbalances in your brain.
          
          I'm alive. And physical healthy. In the best mental state I've ever been in my life.
          I'm ready for roleplaying if anyone want to. I know I've been gone for a long time and, anyone I used to rp with, we'd have to start new stories. But I'm up for it if you are. 

Finishing colleges apps and FAFSA today. Will be on sporadically.

Hey.
          I've been busy with high school--making applications to go to college.

Hey hun I really hope your ok ^^ I miss you lots

hey, r u ever on anymore? just wondering cuz im the only one who has commented on ur fantasy/sci-fi rp for like 3 wks