_I_love_A_

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im depressed and this is something i don't want to burden my best friend with so aspen read at your own risk im only putting this out here because it feels like im talking to someone bc i don't want to upset you by talking with you
          	i want to be loved like yeah i have a couple really Good friends but i want to be loved in that way that makes you mealt i had that love but i fucked it up and now they have someone else 
          	aspen if you do read this which i hope you don't but if you do please tell me you read it

_I_love_A_

this message may be offensive 
im depressed and this is something i don't want to burden my best friend with so aspen read at your own risk im only putting this out here because it feels like im talking to someone bc i don't want to upset you by talking with you
          i want to be loved like yeah i have a couple really Good friends but i want to be loved in that way that makes you mealt i had that love but i fucked it up and now they have someone else 
          aspen if you do read this which i hope you don't but if you do please tell me you read it