this message may be offensive
I hate how I haven’t uploaded a new chapter in SO long and have been avoiding my writing accounts. this book is my everything (literally. I can’t even explain how not an hour passes by when this book isn’t at the forefront of my thoughts) and avoiding writing feels like pouring acid down my throat. I’m trying to get my life together and spend more time on the things I love instead of avoiding them, and hiding behind an addictive screen just because of fear or whatever (idk guys, I haven’t gotten that far yet. I’ve also been avoiding figuring out this and why I am the way I am. HOW AMAZING. I’ve been flowing through life, putting things off and promising myself that I’d start the next day. JOKE’S ON ME- SHIT DOESN’T WORK THIS WAY).
This message is MORE SO a reminder to myself (and maybe some of you who are reading this <thank you for that hehe> and may find yourself in this: do not put the things you LOVE on hold for “later” because there’s ABSOLUTELY NO POINT in doing so. you’ll just spend that time hating yourself for not doing them anyway. SO JUST DO IT. whatever it is you want in life, whatever it is that makes you the person you wanna be.
JUST. DO. IT.
Life is moving so fast, you find that days have passed, and all you’ve done is dream of what could be, instead of working your butt off for it.
I don’t wanna look back at life and regret wasting my time doing nothing. regret not fighting for the things I want and giving them my all. UGH FOR FUCK’S SAKE GO LIVE YOUR LIFE.
(ignore the errors, it’s like 3AM) that’s all. thank you. love you. BYE.
-izzie