Bella

Did I say something stupid?
          There goes one more mistake
          Do I bore you with my problems?
          Is that why you turn away?
          Do you know how hard I tried
          To become what you want me to be?
          Take me
          This is all that I've got
          This is all that I'm not
          All that I'll ever be
          I've got flaws, I've got faults
          Keep searching for your perfect heart
          It doesn't matter who you are
          We all have our scars
          We all have our scars
          
          This my fucking song RIGHT HERE

Heyyyyyyyyy Someone Text Meeeee
          
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Someone talk to me, im bored and well just really boreddddddddddd

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TATERRR I LOVE YOU I HOPE YOUR BIRTHDAY IS SUPER AMAZING AND THAT YOU DONT FALL @JoonTheYodeler

just an average girl
          she always wore a smile
          she was cheerful and happy for a short while
          now shes older things are getting colder
          life's not what she thought
          she wished someone had told her
          
          she told you she was down
          you let it slip by
          so from then on she kept it on the inside
          she told herself she was alright
          but she was telling white lies
          can't you tell, look at her dull eyes
          
          tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
          but she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
          summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
          'cause those cuts on her wrist were bleeding through you see

Some help me Im miserable when im not talking to my baby @jackoboifan

Just Published the first part of You're My Addiction so if you please would read it i would greatly appreciate it. This book is also inspired my first love,  he made me feel so happy but hes gone now....anyways if you would read it i  would really appreciate it

It's not fair, I found love
          It made me say to get back
          You'll never see daylight
          If I'm not strong, it just might
          
          Always boasting my emotions on how I'm so fucking broken
          Think I'm joking when I'm talking about blowing my head open
          'Til the moment you walk in, and find my body motionless
          Wrists slit
          Thoughts of $licky falling in an open pit, shit
          
          Kill Yourself part 3 by $uicideboy$ 

It's not fair, I found love
          It made me say to get back
          You'll never see daylight
          If I'm not strong, it just might
          It's not fair, I found love
          It made me say to get back
          You'll never see daylight
          If I'm not strong, it just might
          
          They figure me a dead motherfucker
          But I'm just a motherfucker that want to be dead
          $now Leopard with the lead in his head, turning me into a sweater
          Bitches use me as their fucking bedspread
          I be the silhouette of a sunset
          Smoke a cigarette while I compress my depression
          
          

I look up from the ground
          To see your sad and teary eyes
          You look away from me
          And I see there's something you're trying to hide
          And I reach for your hand but it's cold
          You pull away again
          And I wonder what's on your mind
          And then you say to me you made a dumb mistake
          You start to tremble and your voice begins to break
          You say the cigarettes on the counter weren't your friends
          They were my mates
          And I feel the color draining from my face
          And my friend said
          "I know you love her, but it's over, mate
          It doesn't matter, put the phone away
          It's never easy to walk away, let her go
          It'll be alright"
          So I still look back at all the messages you'd sent
          And I know it wasn't right, but it was fucking with my head
          And everything deleted like the past, it was gone