Do I love her even if I see her like 2 days ago ?
Yes
Actually, I think I need her more than I need oxygen, because when I'm with her... She's like a new breath. It's like I'm alive again...
I know what I want to say... I want to say a lot of things, I just don't know how to formulate it.
You know this feeling, when you're with THIS person and just, you forget that bad things happen and that everything is not pink in your life. When I'm with her it's not that we forget our problems, but we're sometimes talking about it, to be better later.
Two days ago... You cried in my arms...
It was the first time... That someone cried in my arms...
At this moment, I feel like I could do everything to make you feel better, to protect you from this unfair world. But a part of my was still happy, 'cause it meant that you trust me enough to cry in my arms, like I trust you enough to cry in yours.
I think I just love you...
Not in a romantic way but gosh I love you so much...
But love brings jealousy, and sometimes it doesn't matter to me to being jealous, but... Other times... I feel like a monster to be jealous while you are happy... I don't want my jealousy to destroy our friendship... It can't...
And I know that you're going to say that it's not my fault or that I don't need/have to apologize...
But I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry for being jealous.
I'm sorry if sometimes I do or say things that make you sad... And I don't even see it...
Here it is... I think I say "everything" (or at least what I can say in public)
And, oh I forgot, I'm sorry if this text annoyed you...
I TEM ❤️ ❤ ♥️ ✨