The End

I don’t know why I keep coming back here 

Thank you for the roller coaster of memories. 
          

I should leave broken bonds as they are.
          Shattered.

Everything is grey, Nothing feels the same.
          I’m trying to find my way.
          It’s driving me insane, sifting through all this lost pain.

But then its my fault for them continuing to hurt... 
          What about my pain?
          What about my stress?
          What about all my built up unrest?...
          I got so much stress that i cant see straight...
          But I never let that show too much...
          But if you see it...
          Then you see it...
          Its too late to save me...
          Im too far gone. So much so that its quite litterally impossible to move on...
          
          Old words stuck in my head on repeat 

Happy Holidays to the universe with many Gods , Mortals, Demons and creatures of unknown origin. Stay safe in the cold. 

You will leave as they all do. Forgotten by the sands of a distant time on a distant plane. Alone will I carry these memories. Alone will I carry on. 

Did you save yourself?

Everyone and everything I ever cared about is gone 

I’m Falling, I’m out of my Depth again. I’m trying not to drown, I got something to live for so I want to get back to solid ground. I’m falling, I’m to far gone to reach the edge. 
          
          -falling