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Don't be surprised if one day I just

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That feeling where you get shittalked (probably) for not moving seats cause some bratty pick mes wanted to sit, nearly get ran over by a car cause you were zoned out and overwhelming feeling of very bad negative thoughts<<<<<

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@ThymeToZleep dude let me DM you what happened today rq
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I'm so afraid of doing things wrong, I cling to people like a lost puppy. I depend on others to do it for me, I depend on others to do shopping for me because of the fact I've spent 2 fucking years being bullied and over 7 years of never learning how to do anything myself. 

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@_LUM1N3SC3NC3_ you aren't clingy... And it's okay. Relying and depending on people is okay. Really okay. 
            
            And fzck bullying. I am gonna say this as many times I can, but FZCK BULLYING! You're worth more than them yk. Don't even acknowledge it. It may be hard first but if you don't care it is gonna be easier later.
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@ThymeToZleep thanks man. It means a lot
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I wasn't planning on venting but I have to. I know my irl friends are shittalking me 100% and one of them is spreading lies about me.
          
          Apparently I shit talked someone when I had no reason to even though I was talking about the work. And I can tell they don't believe me too.
          
          Perks of being most hated in school I guess 

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@_LUM1N3SC3NC3_ it sucks ik. But 1, it's okay to vent. Am always here to listen!!! 2, just go there and act like you don't even care. Like damnit, why the fzck do you even give a shzt abt it? You're worth much more than them. Keep that in mind.
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@ThymeToZleep shrugs also my bully walked past my friend (they're on good terms) and said "you're friends with.. Illumina..?" like they were genuinely so disgusted
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johnathan777

would it be rude to ask for ur disc..

johnathan777

@_LUM1N3SC3NC3_ ohh yeah its also your yt handl- I mean what who said that...
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But you could've probably guessed that
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To sum up that paragraph, I do not want to be considered an mm12 fan anymore until I made up my decision
          
          Mm12 hc proper this time : 
          LonelyTree is fascinated by deers & have been for years so he started wearing fake antlers,  deer ears and a tail. He liked the look so he went with it

ThymeToZleep

@johnathan777 protect lonelytree at all costs
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johnathan777

@ThymeToZleep do not let Lonelytree get hit by bergentruck,,,
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