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You know that feeling you get after you turn the last page of book, but not just any book, a really good book. The kind that with each turn of a page leaves you more and more anxious, and keeps you hungry for more. The kind of book that consumes your time and isolates you from the world. The kind of book that sucks you in, causing you hallucinate that the characters are indeed real, so real in fact that when you turn the last page and all your met with is the back cover you sit there just staring at it, flipping it back and forth because you can't accept the fact that it's over, it's really fucking over, and your world threatens to collapse because the realization that it was never real hits you? Yea, well that's me right now. Total denial.