_LilyIsntOk_

_LilyIsntOk_

_LilyIsntOk_

TW//:Self Harm
          So Im gonna kinda rant.. just a TW above so if you're sensitive to harming, please don't read.
          
          Recently, my family's been going through a rough spot. We're all arguing more and it's mostly because of me. I always bring up controversial topics (like politics and my sexuality) and end up causing a fight. We needed space from each other, but not permanently. My mom and dad got in a fight so my mom took us in her car for a driver around the city talking about divorce... My dad left town on a business trip and my brother decided to play a funny prank and lighten the mood at home... he wore a skirt and a bra to school and I helped him. My friend called and told me how he did it because I was virtual that day...my moms coworkers overheard and started laughing. My mom blew up at us and said we embarrassed her publicly and that we spit on the past 50 years of her life. I blamed myself because I shouldn't have said anything...(TW)  i cut my arms with scissors and eventually just gave up.. she took my books, my phone, my personal laptop, my iPad, everything. Now she's taking me out of my school, we're moving in June, and we're leaving the pets behind somewhere. Im losing everything and I don't know what to do... I cant. I just need someone right now but Ive never felt more alone...

madeofpearls

@_LilyIsntOk_ OH LMFAO SORRY
            maybe tmrw
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_LilyIsntOk_

@cvpids-bltch OH WAIT i cant :(( im virtual today
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_LilyIsntOk_

@cvpids-bltch okay, i'll be sitting under like the baseball team mini pavillion, ill meet you there <3
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_LilyIsntOk_

They haven't texted me back...the last i heard from them they said they missed their ex...
          
          
          
          why do I always get picked last?

madeofpearls

@_LilyIsntOk_ bc they dont deserve you and they know it
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_LilyIsntOk_

Guess who had a mild panic attack in Spanish class because of a fuckin quiz 

_LilyIsntOk_

@cvpids-bltch I TRIED BUT LIKE ONCE I FINISHED I KEPT ASKING THOSE STUPID "What if--" QUESTIONS AND IT TRIGGERED MY PANIC ATTACK-
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madeofpearls

@_LilyIsntOk_ I JUST GUESSED EVERYTHING ON THE QUIZ AND I THINK I FAILED
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_LilyIsntOk_

Oh god i need help- in the past few days I've been switching who I simped for every day and- here's how its going so far. 
          Monday-Hawks and Bakugou
          Tuesday- DABI DABI DABI
          Wednesday- KIRISHIMA. 
          
          Im hyperfixating again jshkankscnsi