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Hi! This was my old account but I can’t remember the password to it  I might make another little space account and if I do I’ll let you all know x (I changed my name to Kai by the way )

I wan cuddwes :(

Wowie I sowwy I no been onwine. I took a bweak fwom Wattpad fow a bit <3

Hey. 
          
          I'm back. 
          
          I haven't been able to slip much and I've been offline, so, sorry. 
          
          It's been quite hectic since I last updated. 
          
          I decided to keep my phone number the same. It was my birthday and my dad sent a card saying he was sorry and I had a big breakdown on my birthday night and didn't go in the next day. I got a cat called Luna. 
          
          I have figured out I'm actually tri-gender which is female, male and non-binary. 
          
          Also, my friend found out I have a crush on someone and keeps bugging me about it but I can't tell her because she's actually my crush. 
          
          

Okay, so, I need to vent. I know no one cares but I need to get this off my chest. 
          
          So, my dad left a voicemail on Wednesday saying that if I don't call him back, he is going to meet me at my school. I didn't go to school on Thursday or Friday and I'm fucking terrified to go back. 
          
          I hate it so much. My dad has hurt me beyond belief and he is doing this. I've been scared to leave my house because of him. I've hid in my room for three day, crying and hurting myself because I'm such a bad daughter. I always tried to make him happy but I realised the only things that make him happy are alcohol and my brother. 
          
          Whenever he called, it was always, "Is K**** there? He hasn't been picking up" or "Put your brother on the phone". He always used to tell me that I was meant to be a boy and I ended up questioning my own gender identity (I've discovered I'm bi-gender btw). I mean, he did help me figure that out but it was so damaging for a 7 year old to listen to her dad tell her that she's not right, was a mistake and shouldn't even be here. 
          
          I don't know where this is going but I never want to see that man again. I even have to get my phone number changed because I don't know what I'll do if he leaves another voicemail. I had a big ass breakdown on Wednesday because of the one he left. 
          
          I don't know, I guess I feel like I failed him....
          
          Sorry for the rant, I'm gonna go now.

Chu know what I want? I wan cuddwes!

Happy new yeaws ebewybody!!! Hab a good night guys an I wove chu aww 

I feew weawwy sad an wonwey ☹️ someone hug meeeeee 

AWWH you’re adorable 

Sooo, I gonna be stawtin my wittaw space chawwange again but shouwd I do aww de days I missed ow shouwd I jus continue wike I nebew stopped?