I'm so sorry Directioners. Honestly I know what it feels like to lose your idol from them either leaving, breaking up, or going their own way. Trust me when Emblem3 & My Chemical Romance split up. I was honestly, withdrawn from everything.
But it will get better along the way. It may still hurt but at least you will have the music, the memories, and the families you've built along the way. Love You All! STAY STRONG.