_MaybeAngel_

Felt the need to remind everyone that I’m still alive
          
          I mostly write on AO3 now but every once in a while I come to look here.
          
          I encourage everyone to visit my Linktree in my bio and read up on some of the things there if you have time ❤️❤️❤️

say happy birthday it's my birthday

I’m probably going to stop updating fanfictions for the most part. I've been focusing on an original novel more recently. There's a chance I might start uploading that at some point, so if you’re interested stay tuned ❤️

me when I have to take 5 exams that determine whether or not I graduate 

This Friday is the LGBTQ+ day of silence. If you’re a student, you can easily participate by taking a vow of silence throughout the school day. This represents the silencing of LGBTQ+ youth. If you live in America and a teacher is trying to force you to speak, remember that you have the right to protest as a human on American soil and it would be illegal for them to interfere with a protest.

WANT TO GO TO A PROTEST? Here are some tips for staying safe and unidentified:
          
          - Mask up! Not just because of COVID, but also to hide your face. Wear a plain or disposable mask. On top of that, wear sunglasses, goggles, plain glasses, etc to hide your eyes if possible. Definitely try to at least have glasses in case of the "sad laughing gas."
          
          - Wear simple, plain, and comfortable clothing. Do not wear anything restrictive, fancy, or flaunting of your style. If you have body features such as tattoos, scars, birthmarks, etc on your arms/legs, cover them with your clothing. If that cannot be done, use bandages or makeup.
          
          - Buy a burner flip phone. They are usually cheap. Leave your real phone at home, and supply only one or two emergency contact numbers on the phone. Make sure the contacts know that you are using their number for this purpose.
          
          - Bring a backpack! Make sure it is plain and simple, preferably black or brown as well. In this bag have several water bottles, some hairspray or perfume (to use for self defense), extra shoes (if possible), an extra mask or box of disposable masks, and a first aid kit. I'll make another post about what to put in a first aid kit later
          
          - If you see bricks or blocks stacked up, do not even look too long in that direction. It is bait. DONT BE THE PERSON TO START A RIOT.
          
          - If shit goes south, have an escape route planned out. A nearby friend or family member who's house you can run to is preferred. If this isn't possible, discuss with your emergency contact a place to meet up in case of emergency.
          
          - Have a group of people you stick with. These people could be friends, family, or even just someone nice you could've met before the protest started. Don't be alone.
          
          - Make sure people know where you’re going, when you’re going, and an estimated time that you’re returning. If any of this changes, let them know via your burner phone ASAP

This is a rant that deals with topics of homophobia and transphobia. It is not a vent.
          
          It's incredibly frustrating to be a queer youth. Being under 18 and seeing all of this shit happening in your community that you have absolutely zero say in makes you feel insufferably helpless and weak. Trans genocide is not a potential worst-case scenario. Trans genocide is happening right now as I’m typing this message. It's fucking disgusting. If you can - whether it's because you are an adult or you are youth in a supportive household - take to the fucking streets. I have at least a small platform on this app and I will squeeze every drop out of it until there's protesters in the streets of every damn state that's proposed an anti-trans bill so far. Expect me to speak about this issue, and others similar to it, more and more.

I’m probably gonna be way more active when July finally rolls around- hopefully by then I’m done with my sweet 16 and all my online courses and can actually focus on writing- sorry about the hold ups until then :>

just thought i should remind everyone that I am in fact alive

Hey
          
          I've drafted this announcement 3 times already and each time I ended up accidentally deleting it, so I’m just getting straight to the point.
          
          I don't wanna engage as much with the Dsmp fandom anymore! So I'll be posting other works for other fandoms
          
          Yes, I am alive
          Yes, I still like the DSMP, the fandom is just too overwhelming for me
          No, I probably won't be completing my incomplete DSMP works
          
          Thank you everyone for sticking with me over the years! <3