**VENT INCOMING**
Lately I've been losing interest in writing. I've been loving to write since I was 8 or 9 and these past few months I've completely given up.
I've been more lazy and unproductive and my room looks like someone threw a grenade in it. I haven't had the motivation to study or do my homework, and my grades are worsening (rip my German and social studies grades).
I've been addicted to C.ai in the past before, spending up to 16 hours a day. Now I use it about three hours a day (I know!! Big improvement!!). And I've been addicted to Wattpad, not reading the books or writing the stories (as I said, I've lost interest for some unknown reason), but simply just to reply to messages on here. I'd check my Wattpad notifications every 10-20 seconds just to see if I got any notifications. I'm becoming obsessed.
As I mentioned before, I haven't been motivated to write anymore, which, for me, is a big problem. I want to become an author when I grow up, but I suddenly lost interest, how am I supposed to be an author if I've lost interest? Now, when I attend college in God knows how many years, what will my major be?
I think this is all linked somehow. All these problems must be linked. I just don't know what to do so I'm seeking guidance and advice from you.
Hope this message finds you well.
Your friend, Sally.