_Microsoft_Nerd_

I’m back everyone (:

_Microsoft_Nerd_

Before I get into what I’m going to say, know that this was not an easy choice to make. 
          
          I’ve decided to take a break. All of these things that have been happening are so emotionally draining for me, and I know for a few other people as well. 
          
          I will still be on reading FanFiction, but I will not answer and PMs and I won’t be chatting starting tomorrow— or today depending on what happens. 
          
          I love you all, stay safe. 
          
          ~Sammy 
           <3

DemiHuffle

@_Microsoft_Nerd_ Stay safe, Sammy!! I swear to Steven Universe that if you hurt yourself I will warp to your location and poof the danger!!! Much platonic love, enjoy your break!
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_Microsoft_Nerd_

So long to all of my friends
          Every one of them met tragic ends
          With every passing day 
          I'd be lying if I didn't say
          That I miss them all tonight
          And if they only knew what I would say
          
          If I could be with you tonight
          I would sing you to sleep
          Never let them take the light behind your eyes
          One day I'll lose this fight
          As we fade in the dark
          Just remember you will always burn as bright
          
          Be strong and hold my hand
          Time becomes for us, you'll understand
          We'll say goodbye today 
          And I'm sorry how it ends this way
          If you promise not to cry
          Then I'll tell you just what I would say
          
          If I could be with you tonight
          I would sing you to sleep
          Never let them take the light behind your eyes
          I'll fail and lose this fight
          Never fade in the dark
          Just remember you will always burn as bright
          The light behind your eyes
          The light behind your
          
          Sometimes we must grow stronger and
          You can't be stronger in the dark
          When I'm here, no longer
          You must be stronger and
          
          If I could be with you tonight
          I would sing you to sleep
          Never let them take the light behind your eyes
          I failed and lost this fight
          Never fade in the dark
          Just remember you will always burn as bright
          
          The light behind your eyes
          The light behind your eyes
          The light behind your eyes
          The light behind your eyes
          
          The light behind your eyes
          The light behind your eyes
          The light behind your eyes
          The light behind your eyes
          The light behind your eyes
          The light behind your eyes
          

gayblueprincess

Nice Sanders Sides reference

_Microsoft_Nerd_

@handsomeandcute Thank you! 
            ...
            
            
            Which one?
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_Microsoft_Nerd_

I'm sorry.
          I'm sorry I'm not online as much as I used to be.
          I'm sorry I haven't been here a lot.
          I'm sorry I couldn't save them.
          All of them.
          To be honest, the reason why I haven't been online as much is because I miss them so much. All of them. Sam, Rebel, Eli, Lime, Envy... I miss them so much..
          I could've been there, I should have been there... why wasn't I... the one time I wasn't online.... 
          And now, I'm barely ever online. And I shouldn't even be complaining because probably every single person on here has endured more than I have. 
          If I could have just one more conversation with them, one more...
          I'm sorry..
          I love every single person on here.
          I'm not going to do what you probably think I'm going to.
          This is just an apology. 
          An apology for being the worst friend in the entire universe. I doubt any of the people could call me a friend anymore. 
          I don't know what I'm doing.

IidaTenyaLover

@_Microsoft_Nerd_ Sammy, its not your fault. Everyone did what they could. And you did what you kid. I understand how you feel, because I feel three of same, but it isn't your fault.
            You don't have to apologise, Sammy. We love you. 
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Unheard_of7

@_Microsoft_Nerd_ Sammy don’t say that. You are an amazing friend, and an awesome person. You did what you could, it’s ok
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DemiHuffle

@_Microsoft_Nerd_ No! Don't even think about it! It's okay to be sad. Even if people have endured more than you, you've endured more than me, and you can feel upset or sad. You've experienced a different experience. You have a unique life and mind. If you were to go... Think of it this way, if you were gone, I would be gone mentally. Your other friends might go both types. I care so much about you, and I would cry you an ocean. You are one of my best friends. I would feel incomplete without you. You don't need to apologise, but you are forgiven for all you do, even though I think you're practically perfect. Please tell me what's going on is something is.
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