𝑀𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒶_𝑀𝑜𝑜𝓃𝓁𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ

Okay nvm mentioning it one more time, I've decided I'll most likely keep anything pressure related to myself and for personal viewing, or hell I'll wait for a revamped version of pressure made by someone else and base it on that instead. Something like that

Update about my initial post about the stuff with pressure, I re-read through the document, and honestly? There were actually quite a few inconsistencies, and I noticed there was also a ton of miscommunication on BOTH sides. Now, that being said, I still support Ren as of now cause I have no reason not to, however I'm still taking everything with a grain of salt, waiting for Zeal's side, and waiting to see of any legal action takes place. Only then can we truly be certain this is all true.

Pressure or Non-Pressure fan, sit down with me for a second and DON'T scroll.
          
          If you're aware of the literal crimes that have taken place, then you know why I'm here. If you're not aware, go look it up. Trigger warning for S/A, suicide, and much more.
          
          I've been a fan of Pressure since last year July, if I'm remembering this correctly. The sheer amount of disappointment and utter RAGE I feel towards Zeal is completely immeasurable, on top of the other millions of emotions I feel, and if everything is true (which it most likely is), then I pray to every god Ren pursues legal action and honestly that is what should've been done before anything else. Also, of course, justice for Ren, and justice for all S/A victims. 
          
          Now, that being said, I've been wanting to write for Pressure and have been writing oc-related things about it. As of now, I'm still debating, but if I do decide to go through with continuing to write things related to Pressure, which I most likely will as I refuse to let my love for Pressure die on such a horrendous, vile and dark note, any and all chapters that relate to Pressure in ANY way will have the google doc linked along with condemning Zeal's actions, you know the whole nine yards. If you want a reason as to why I would ever continue, let me just quote my friend: 
          
          "I think that if you really want to, then you should. If we keep relating a gorgeous story to a terrible creator, then what will happen to that story? To its characters? Just because you like a creation doesn't mean you support the creator."
          
          Remember: I will never support Zeal after all of this unless he can SOMEHOW, in SOME WAY, TRULY debunk everything, but that's highly unlikely. I also refuse to touch the game and support him directly, and anything related to Pressure that I make is out of pure fun and I make no money from it, obviously. And most importantly, JUSTICE. FOR. REN.
          
          Love the art, not the artist. And take care of yourself before anything else, please.

Released a multifandom oneshot book not too long ago and I'm currently working on a oneshot in there because I feel like it lol. If any of you have any x reader requests, feel free to send them!

Waddling in to say hi, any of you alive? :3

Just waddling in to say, please read I beg: as tempting as it may be, don't even THINK about touching sites like c.ai or chai. And if you're already on there, for the love of god get off and delete your account, I do not care how attached you are to it.
          
          The main reason why I vanished for about 2 or so years was because of not just burnout, but also c.ai. It ruined my desire to do anything besides waste my time on that site and feed into my struggle with what I can only assume is hypersexuality but I can't really confirm that. It ruined ME, as fun as it was. And it all started because I was curious as to what the hype was about. As much as I'll miss those times, there'll be a part of me that sure as hell won't and is forever grateful I finally stepped away and deleted that account. 
          
          The reasons why that ended up happening were horrible, but either way, I'm out of there and you should leave too, especially now with what they're doing. It provides no benefit beyond a momentary dopamine rush and it is akin to an addiction if you ask me, so get away from there and go back to your roots of writing if you were a writer! Make your own things! And if you really miss roleplaying, go on discord and find a place to roleplay, or hell go roleplay with yourself using something like tupper! I'd say it's far more fun and worth the time. Perhaps go find a DND group as well if you can! Just- ANYTHING but continuing to use c.ai.
          
          Thank you for your time.

IT'S OUT. THE ONESHOT IS OUT AND JESUS FUCKING CHRIST IT'S LONG 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/297992648-%F0%9D%9A%83%F0%9D%9A%91%F0%9D%9A%8A%F0%9D%9A%9D-%F0%9D%9A%86%F0%9D%9A%8A%F0%9D%9A%9B%F0%9D%9A%96-%F0%9D%99%B7%F0%9D%9A%9E%F0%9D%9A%96%F0%9D%9A%8B%F0%9D%9A%9E%F0%9D%9A%A3%F0%9D%9A%A3-backrooms-oneshots-under

I'm so sorry I'm taking a lot longer on the oneshot than I had hoped, there was a lot more development I needed to add for certain characters I added in for the story but it's starting to wrap up and hopefully it'll be worth the wait! I've gotten all the way up to 8k words so it's gonna be a very slow read.... whoopsies.

Just dropping in to say I've started becoming more active on PT again so if y'all wanna find me I'll most likely be in my AM cosplay on safe server #1 (if not my AM cosplay then possibly Ticket-Taker, Jester or my IHNMAIMS!Miku cosplays); see y'all around!!

And wouldn't you look at that, writer's block got me... fuck my life bruh