A Depressed Gay 😘

I havent talked to you in such a long time— how are you? hope you’re staying safe!

@-desidemon Kayyyy

@-desidemon Today

@-desidemon Can you call?

@-desidemon I forgot to tell you that I got Wattpad on my phone because for some reason it let me get it without asking for access

@-desidemon HEYYY

@-desidemon ❤️

If I could choose anything
          I would be good and bad one day
          I would fall into love and stay
          Would fall into love
          And it's not fair
          I keep on writing a sequel to stories
          I know that are not there
          I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          Something really real so that I can really
          Feel like a person again
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          Something really real so that I can really
          Feel like a person again
          If I am telling the truth
          Watching my friends break their hearts into two
          Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel
          But what can you do?
          And it's not fair
          I keep on writing a sequel to stories
          I know that are not there
          I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          Something really real so that I can really
          Feel like a person again
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          Something really real so that I can really
          Feel like a person again
          Can you tell me a secret?
          Can you tell me what's wrong with me?
          I know I should be angry
          But I can barely feel a fuckin' thing
          Can you tell me a secret?
          Can you tell me what's wrong with me?
          Can you tell me what's wrong with me?
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          Something really real so that I can really
          Feel like a person again
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
          Something really real so that I can really
          Feel like a person again
          Can you tell me a secret?
          Can you tell me what's wrong with me?
          I know I should be angry
          But I can barely feel a fuckin' thing
          Can you tell me a secret?
          Can you tell me what's wrong with me?
          Can you tell me what's wrong with me?

@-desidemon 
          Oh oki thanks for letting me know mwah loves

Mama said it's gonna be alright
          But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
          Mama said that the sun gon' shine
          But mama don't know what it's like to want to die
          
          I can't carry this anymore
          Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
          I can't carry this anymore
          Wonder what it's like to be okay