_Mitchigan_

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_Mitchigan_

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So I'm home. I got back on Tuesday. I wanted to die in California. I really wish I had just come out, been kicked out, and then stayed with someone else. That's how bad it was for me. But now...things suck ass. I really do want to curl up and die. I would if it weren't for my girlfriend. She's my everything, and I miss her so damn much. I haven't been able to see her since a few days before she asked me out, and it's sad. Plus I'm so goddamn tired right now. Ugh I hate this

_Mitchigan_

Happy birthday to me, y'all!

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Hey I have this selection rp that I wanna do. I need some people to play characters. HMU if you want to play them

_Mitchigan_

@_Pretty-Btch_ It's basically Royal children picking and choosing who their lover will be, the more important one being the prince choosing his king or queen to rule with him. A select few people are chosen and they get to fight for the hearts of the royalty through events and stuff 
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I've got a roleplay idea, if anyone wants to hear it. Basically it's gay angel x demon, the demon being completely innocent and the angel being a sinner 

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I thought I was better. I thought that i was finally seeing a light. But people have to fucking squash it out. I hate this. I can't do a damn thing about it anymore. I'd rather die than keep trying when every time I do it just gets worse again. I'd rather fucking die. Maybe it was a good idea to keep the rope and the scissors. Maybe I should try and use it. Maybe then people would actually try. I know that you guys say that you care. But I won't believe it because of my trust issues. If I believed everything everyone said not counting obvious sarcasm, I'd be in a worse position right now. What's the fucking point if I try to get help but I can't even absorb it? I feel like there's no use. I'm just a ticking time bomb. I'm just another suicidal LGBTQ person on Wattpad that won't accept help because they can't trust anyone. Maybe I should do it. Maybe I should do it so that people will actually notice that I tried. I want to do it, and I'm not sure people can stop me anymore. Go ahead, try and get people I don't know to help. It's not gonna work. It's just gonna make me feel worse

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@_Mitchigan_  don't be scared 
            u can do it by just believing in tomorrow
            change is helpful and pretty easy at this stage
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Emi_Nem2016

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            Please, if you won’t listen to me, call the number above. You’ll get in touch with someone trained to help. If you want to talk, feel free to pm me. Just know that life always gets better, no matter how bleak it seems in the moment.
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