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So I'm home. I got back on Tuesday. I wanted to die in California. I really wish I had just come out, been kicked out, and then stayed with someone else. That's how bad it was for me. But now...things suck ass. I really do want to curl up and die. I would if it weren't for my girlfriend. She's my everything, and I miss her so damn much. I haven't been able to see her since a few days before she asked me out, and it's sad. Plus I'm so goddamn tired right now. Ugh I hate this