Sometimes I just wish life could end but then I remember the people I would be leaving. But would they really miss me. I mean I broke someone's heart and made them cry. But there is someone else who loves me that I want to be with. And my mom will sometimes she never cares and others times she is my best friend. And my dad well he is not my dad anymore. My step dad wants to send me to military school and doesn't want to hear or see me. With all of this I don't want to be here, I just want to leave for a little while but at the same time I want to stay.