It's almost been a year (I'm pretty sure there's only a few more weeks) since the day we've met. And I just feel like I don't tell you how much I care about you.. It's always you making me happy, but never me trying to cheer you up (only because ur usually always so happy). But.. I just came here to say that you changed my life completely. If I hadn't met you, me and my friends would have no idea who Dan and Phil are. If I hadn't met you, I probably wouldn't be here at all. I made you a promise that I would never harm myself, if I hadn't met you I wouldn't have been able to make that promise and I would probably be dead. If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't be RPing as much as I do now. If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't be as far as happy as I am now (even if I am dying on the inside). Idk if you're online, but I'm going to sleep in about two or three hours. But I just want you to remember one thing:
You, Nerdi, have made a huge impact on my life. I love you like a sister and I feel like I can tell you anything and you would never judge me for it. If somethings wrong, tell me, please, because I really do want to help. You are beautiful, and amazing, and whoever doesn't think so is just jealous. You're beautiful in every way possible, inside and out. I feel like I know you better than I know myself. And someday, I hope we will meet personally. And when we do, I'll most likely end up crying and hugging you and not letting go XD even tho I have no idea how we're supposed to meet IRL anytime soon.. ;-;
I hope I never forget you, ever.
And when I have kids (which I hope I don't) I'm gonna tell them that talking to people on the internet (if the internet is still even a thing) isn't always a bad thing. Because my bestest friend in the whole wide galaxy (reference intended) was a complete stranger I met online who could've been an 80 year old man. But she wasn't. She was the best thing that has ever happened to me.
And I'm actually running out of space to write, so.... Bai..!