_Nererter_

Remember when I went on this whole thing about promoting my YT 
          
          Well this marks the day when the Me Are a We channel dies out due to recent shit hitting the fan 
          
          I’m taking a fresh start and redoing everything, my first step is leaving the old groups I was in on here and most likely killing the account too
          
          To anyone that still cares, probably not anyone, it was my decision and I was not pressured.
          
          I’m killing the channel and isolating to grow a new one in privacy from any of the shitty people I’ve met who I was planning to make vids with until I discovered they were shitty and then everything fell apart.
          
          
          
          
          Nererter 
          Started: 2019
          Ended: 2021 
          
          Cause of death: pretty much life and disinterested in continuing anything
          
          Me Are a We
          Started: 2020
          Ended: 2021 
          
          Cause of death: drowning in the sea of my bad ideas and broken dreams and needing a fresh start in the world of YT

Sorry about my rage

Legit the video on my channel that got the most views lol 
          
          https://youtube.com/shorts/sAZDA01BdOo?feature=share

Oompaville I think deleted his old vids from like 2015 and back or basically his funny gaming videos of horror/cryptid games.  I went to go watch one when I was down and really needed it and my childhood wasn’t there.
          
          Kinda sucked
          
          But that’s fine lol

Back to 150 lol

Lol back to 149 it shows me

Funny I have had this account for two years and it makes me feel nostalgic cause it was done out of wanting to creatively write and stuff but in these recent years it was used against me in arguments and now I think about getting rid of it or abandoning it, I have deleted all I have written and drawn, what am I now, just an account of stupid short chapters and pointless updates.
          
          It’s hard to continue on when everyone knows my name and my history on here and uses it in arguments and fights.
          
          I know not many will ever see this but yeah, so that’s my life lol
          
          :/

We have reached 150 followers 
          
          
          I had never thought we would ever be here I was just that weird person that would write country human shit and dream about people liking the stuff I do
          
          Or at least following 
          
          This is great 

Though I will keep meme books up or take down the old ones and make new ones.

So I’m feeling like I am going to leave the writing part of the CH fandom, I will still read and interact but I’m probably going to get rid of all my stuff, sorry.
          
          I have grown out of that stage of my life and I feel that it is time for me to stop writing. 
          
          To all that may be invested in something I made, I am sorry.