EM

If this is what love is like, I don’t want it.

I will not see the sun rise tomorrow like you will but I did see the same sun set. Life isn’t always about the beautiful things. There’s evil things too. Death, war, illness. It’s just a small part of what makes this life so unbearable.

I hope you find a love that’s everything ours couldn’t be.

B:“What are the odds of getting better?” 
          
          E:“Well... ya see... It’s kinda 
          chronic, so none”
           
          B:“Well I’m training to become a doctor... so technically I could take care of you for the rest of you’re life, so if you agree to go on this date with me, you won’t need anyone else but me” 
          
          *both smile*
          
          E:“Yeah, sure, Ild love too” 
          
          B:“Wait.. really?”
          
          E:“Yeah, of course. You seem really nice. What kind of doctor are you studying to be again?” 
          
          B:“Gynecologist”
          
          E:“........Damn, that was smooth”
          
          

I wasn't expecting that...

Every step I take is like I'm slipping farther and farther away than the person I use to be and loved.

I was a rainbow, but he was colorblind

I believe in love. I believe love is an escape from reality, to get away from the hardships of real life. To feel emotionally attached to a human being who brings you great joy. Love is a lifesaver and a silent killer. Love is an infinite number of hours people spend to be with one another because they need to be cared for. Love is the great escape. Love is a grand adventure awaiting you. Love is a roller coaster. Be strapped in or else you'll fall out, it'll hurt like hell.

          To be loved. Sounds like a fictional emotion from movies and books. An illegal drug for the dreamers. A sad case of brokenness. A gift. You gave me the gift of love. The illegal drug, and the fictional emotion that led to a sad case of brokenness. You were all I could ever wish for, my darling. The countless nights I would stay up with you, me wrapped in your arms as we slept and the dreams we had of starting a life together. The countless hours we would stay awake to see the stars shine, the sparkle in your eyes when we were giggling at stupid little remarks we made. I miss that. A lot. I will never stop wishing for it. It was the best time of my life, then again whenever I'm with you, I'm having the time of my life.

What a wonderful life ヾ(*´∀｀*)ﾉ