Slowly Dying

@_Nick_Nico_ don’t be sorry bbg. It was both of them. I swear I’ve never screamed more in my life. I’m usually very calm. But I’m on my period and I got pissed off… 
            Omgggg imagine if it was only girls. I wish that worked on my brothers. I have to kick them hard and bite them to make them stop. 
            
            Luckkjyyyy.  I want to do sports. But I’m literally the slowest person ever. Like it’s my dream to do volleyball. But I’m no good at anything. And I also wish I had abs. I look like a pear or a fat rock. But I’m good at cooking actually. It’s just my family can’t afford the ingredients. Just butter the bread with a butter knife and softly. 
            
            He’s nice. But they fought today again. I livr with my mom cuz my dad is an hour away. No. I haven’t seen him in two years. In February, I was supposed to stay the weekend with him. But he then bailed on us last minute and said he would pick us up on Saturday cause of work. So my mom called my aunt and ranted. So my aunt (from my dad’s side) picked me up instead. I had fun with her. But then I told my dad that he hurted me with his behaviour. And he just told me that my feelings are invalid or smth. I don’t remember much anymore. But he told my sister that she was lying that she wanted to stay with our mother. Thankfully my mom has court in August whether my mom will get 100% of me and my sister or not. 
            
            I just now did. They fought just a few minutes ago tho. 
            
            Ywww. And you are the cutest person ever. You’re a little princess. 
            
            My mom has the fan in her room. When I open the windows, flies come in. Istg if we ever meet. You are going to hate me for screaming everytime I see a fly. I’m terrified of them. I wear tank tops and shorts to sleep but it’s still too warm. I don’t have a magazine. I don’t have any free time almost. When I open the door, it feels like someone is going to burst in and kill me. I did that yesterday, but it didn’t help. But something that did help was rubbing ice on my facee!!!
            

@duckpeople000 aw no, I'm sorry... Both of them?? Is there no way you can stop them? Like just block their hits, ignore them, or tell on them? That sounds painful.
            And nooo way, they're not all girls thank goodness, but most of them are. 3 boys, and 6 girls, not including me. I've told you before?? I mean, I just pinched her every time she did it, so she stopped. But I still love her sm. 
            
            lmaoo. Nah, im not either. I'm not bulky, I have abs, but not bulky. I play 3 different sports, but its not a future i want. And do not even get me STARTED on my cooking skills, or my lack of cooking skills. I can't even butter bread without ripping the bread.
            
            Oh... well, is your moms fiance nice? Do you live w/ your mom? Do you visit your dad? 
            
            I get that, but if you start to talk, it gets easier after some time. Also are your moms fiance and your mom the ones who were fighting? 
            
            Aww thanks. And im anything but cute
            
            Do you have a fan? Open your windows, Wear smth like a tank top and shorts, wave a magazine like a hand fan, go out if its windy, open your room door to get more air, take a coldish shower it helps the most. ilyttttt

@_Nick_Nico_
            He’s actually autistic. He had the biggest tantrum today. I’m so tired of him honestly. Both of them hit me for a whole hour. I’m literally shaking. Your siblings sound soooo cute. I wanna gobble them up. Btw are they all girls or not? And yes you said it like three times before. RIP your crotch. 
            
            Ohhhh. My stepdad does that with football. Honestly it feels like you would be either super bulky and sporty or sew clothes and bake cookies. (Srry if it offended you) 
            
            My mom and dad divorced two times. They divorced and then got together for me and my sister. Then they divorced again. My dad got together with a woman who had my half brother. Idk if my dad is still dating her. I think not. And my mom has a fiancé. 
            
            Thxxx. Tho I’m more of a person who bottles it up and cries because of everything. I suck at explaining emotions. 
            
            Offccccc your response time is okay. Like i said. I’m just happy to talk w you. I mean I waited a few months. So don’t be sorry cutie. 
            
            Yeahhhh. But i haven’t had time to watch. I just want to sleep but it’s so warm in my room I can’t breathe. And I’m sweating so much. Ilyyyy

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            YUPPIEIEEEEE

@duckpeople000 Awww, I missed you too

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            Btw I missied u <334

@_Nick_Nico_ NICOLITO I GOT THE ROLEEEEEEE YAYYY

@_Nick_Nico_ hahahahaha yea Romeo and juliet never works lmao 

@karodiangelo Really?? thankssss. Plan B is pull a Romeo and Juliet and pretend to die somehow, then escape the country. sooo, plan a better work

@Serina_Dixon I missed you toooo
            I always do smth stupid

@_Nick_Nico_  Oh Lord, you fucking prick. Hope you’re okay and don‘t do anything stupid! Missed u

@Serina_Dixon My phone brokeee
            Im so sorry about that, I might not be able to talk for a while till I get a new one

@pxetic-bxxk I highly doubt it

@_Nick_Nico_ Maybe at some point it will get better (?)

@pxetic-bxxk Mhm

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            Heh

@duckpeople000 WHAT

@yourfavbrae Lmao, my birthday is actually officially on April 28, but in my childhood that entire month was so trauma filled and a mourning month, that we moved me and my twins birthday back a couple months, and coincidentally, it matches with the birthday of nico di angelo. But yeah, I celebrate it on the 28th.

@_Nick_Nico_
            That’s more like it 

@duckpeople000 Oh, I see. OH NOOO POOR YOU

SO POOR ME 

@_Nick_Nico_ DW I ain't going anywhere

@_Nick_Nico_ Hi!

Hie there

@Serina_Dixon  uhhh yea

@karodiangelo  girl... That's an understatement

@_Nick_Nico_  yea...and a lot more yk hehehe