Slowly Dying

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TW: mentions of self harm(idk if it counts but I put this just in case)
          
          Guysss I'm 2 days clean noww
          Before this, I was like 1 month clean
          And then my uncle happened
          so-

Thank you for the follow!

Guys I'm scared 
          
          My twin got her period and shes super moody and emotional, and in a lot of pain, so I was cuddling her to try and get her to feel better, and she was happy, until 5 seconds later, she shoved me off the bed cuz I was breathing too loudly, and she couldn't sleep, and then she made me go back to my side of the room, and said if I came over to her side, she'd be pissed off
          
          So I went to my side, and she took 4 Tylenol pills, and she was gonna take more but that's when I stopped her, and then she was crying on me and saying her stomach hurts, and then she punched me multiple times, and I let her, and then she was crying, and like hating on herself, and now shes trying to sleep but I can still hear her crying and idk what to do, I feel so badd

NICK GUESS WHAT

@-lxver-g1rl- ohh okay

Ur pfp is making me blush

0.o Nico theme

PLEASE READ:
          I want to thank the following people
          
          Lydia, my best friend and older sister, the person who was there for me whenever I needed, the person who I liked venting to, the person who just made me feel safe, and the person who gave me hope to live. Lydia, I love you so so so much.
          
          B/Bianca/Via, one of the only people who actually cared about me when I was suffering, one of the only people who didnt talk shit about me cuz I was going thru shit, and the ONLY person who stood up for me and didn't hate me. One of the people who I now know is one of my TRUE friends, and didn't hate me. I love you so fucking much.
          
          Fitz/Skyler, you were one of my best friends, always there for me, writing so many paragraphs, and always cheering me up when I was upset, one of the people I love talking to, I love you Skyler, you never fail to make me smile.
          
          Valentina, you were there for me ALWAYS, when I wasn't feeling well, you knew the right things to say, and you always made me feel so much better, and you're one of my best friends, you're the person I go to when I'm feeling down, and you always bore with me, and you didn't hate me either when I was suffering, you were with me till the last moment, I love you so so fucking much Val.
          
          River & Star, you guys were the funniest and coolest people I've met (and extremely horny), you guys have pure hearts, and Star, I love you so much, even when you're trying to send me weird stuff. River, I love you so much too, you're one of the most kindest ppl I've met, offering to help with my cancer treatment if I needed it, even though we just met.  
          
          Emma, I appreciate you always being there for me, even if we barely get to talk with the time difference, you didn't talk shit about me (I think), and I always loved talking to you, you make me feel really loved, and maybe one day you could get a face reveal

Hey guys, I know I haven't been on here much, I literally came back to 1202 notifications
          But I'll try to be much more active, and I really appreciate all the people who were checking up on me :))