Hi snowflakes,
Good morning/night or when you read this. The time for me is 03:23am, I have been feeling down a lot but I'm pushing through to try and get more chapters out.
I've been watching Vampire Diaries and I already know how I'm going to end my book. I will try and watch Stranger Things again to continue the book I have, I can't bring myself to do it just now.
I'm not a kid, I'm a young adult, 18, and I just want nothing but my family to be happy. It stresses me out to want such a thing, it hurts knowing I can't make everyone happy but my mother assured me that the family is okay many times when their not. I stress about that then my mind snaps to the death of my father, the loss of my friendships and my failed life relationships all together. I go into an episode I can barely snap back from, I have a mental health cat that does her best.
If my books have sadness written through chapters, people leaving without a reason or people just dying to cause my OC so much pain then you know why. I feel pain and sadness at the momment, I will be like this even past new years until I feel better by summer or spring.
I will make Christmas/Hanuka Chapters for everyone. So everyone is included, I am a Christmas celebration but I know people that read don't always celebrate Christmas. I will make New Years chapters too and any other holiday I can think of.
I hope you all the best if you are going through stuff. Know there is people that can help you, your not alone. I am here to give advice too.
Have a nice day/night/when ever your reading this.