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Hello everyone, I know that I've been silent for a long while. I'm almost done with my sophomore year of highschool, and I'm glad to finally have a break. I have been taking a break from Wattpad, I have also lost any if not all motivation to write on here. I am no longer in the countryhuman fandom, I am trying to distance myself from it honestly. I was in it for so many years, but I'm finally letting go of it. I apologize to all those who have been waiting or hoping for any updates or new chapters on my stories, there won't be any coming. Please forgive me, I just want to move on. I smile whenever I see new people discovering Tainted Red, and the fact that it has over 7k reads! If my past self saw this she'd cry from joy, I genuinely had a fun time writing it, but I discontinued it a while ago. Thank you if you ever read this, I appreciate you very much for being here all this time. :) 

Hey guys! Tomorrow is my birthday, I'm going to be 16! School will be starting soon, around the 7th, and I just want to say that I apologize for not updating anything on my account. I have lost motivation to write, and to continue these stories. But I may update once in a while (Don't count on it) if any of you want to continue to wait. I hope you understand and I sorry that I have left this account alone, love you all! :)

Bsgehsjj jjsk, I am almost done with my finals and then it will be summer break and I can actually focus on my stories. So just one more day and then I'm free from school! YES. AND I'M GOING ON VACATION SOON SO I CAN ACTUALLY RELAX AND HAVE FUN! HHhhHhH I promise that I will put more work into my stories and actually do what I say I will do, so yay. God I can't believe that I'm going to be in 10th grade at the start of the next school year. I'm going to be 16 and I already feel old :( 
          Have a nice dinner everybody!! 

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Guys, I'm so sorry if anyone is waiting for any new chapters, I just haven't been working on them and have been focusing on highschool. I always tell myself that I'll work on another chapter only for me to just sit and stare at Wattpad. Like I just can't finish anything. I don't want to discontinue them because people actually enjoy them and want more chapters, but at the same time I just don't have the motivation and time to do anything with them I'm sorry if I disappoint any of you, I just want to do other things and maybe start writing other stuff. I love my stories, and I'm so happy that others enjoy them as well and have been supporting me all this time, but I just can't finish them. Maybe if someone else wants to continue them or work on them then I'll gladly let them finish it. I might still continue them but for now I'll work on my oneshots and other stuff, as those are the only things that I can really seem to put my focus on. I love all of you and I hope you have an amazing night/day!! :)

I'm sad. :(
          I'm awkward and sitting by myself, god why do I want to cry?
          I wish my one friend was here, she always makes me happy and gets me to dance. Now I'm just sad and lonely, why did she have to not come. Welp time to read gay fanfics while watching my besties dance and have fun. ❤️ Hope you guys are having a better night than I am. ❤️

Ladies, gents and nonbinary friends, I have a Valentines Day dance at my school from 7 to 9:30. I'm going with my bestie and I am all dressed up. I hope it's not going to be too awkward, and I'll have fun. If homecoming taught me anything, it's that everyone is either horny, tired, or having fun. I look fabulous, I wish you all an early Valentines Day, and I'm still waiting for a gf. Love you all, I'll post pictures of me soon, and I'll upload a Valentines Day themed oneshot. 
          
          
          
          
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Do you ever realize that the things or the people that you have will one day be gone? Like they'll just disappear from your life as if they weren't there. They come in and make you so happy, loved and all in all make you enjoy life. Only for them to just go away. You will always have those memories, but it will never be the same, you can't experience it ever again. I wish some things would last forever, or at least till the day I die. :(

I can't sleep. My head hurts so bad, it feels as if someone smashed a hammer repeatedly into it. My eyes burn and I can't stop coughing. My stomach is twisting and turning, I feel as if I'm going to throw up. I just want to sleep, I keep waking up and having the weirdest and kind of scary dreams. I don't like this :(

When the fanfic be good tho-