e r i c a ' s . . .

Yeah so I totally did not give thousands of people my wattpad username....totally

In case anyone ever sees this: 
          
          I am okay. This is Erica. A new account, a new slate. I just read on this one, really. 
          
          I turned 21 a week ago, went to a drag show, a bar, and got hungover. 
          
          I joined an organization I get to design for. 
          
          I am talking and laughing more. I am in therapy now. Soon, maybe, referred to get tested for things. 
          
          I went to my first concert a year ago. 
          
          My papaw died this May. 
          
          But I am okay. Your Creative is okay. Soon I will probably learn to move on from this place in therapy. This is just for anyone who ever comes across this account and wonders if the owner is okay. 
          
          She is. I am. 
          
          Have a good, long life. I hope you find what you are looking for. 

I'm gonna delete this app. My friends have confronted me about my chronically online, too nostalgic life. I didn't wanna say goodbye. If anyone is still here, I love you, and I wish you well. 

Were you a curse or heaven sent? 
          I think you're character development 
          To advance the plot line
          Was it yours, or was it mine? 
          I can't decide. 
          Must be character development. 

My grandpa with cancer is in hospice. My papaw. I always used to talk about him here. He's only 70. This isn't fair. 

My little sister nominated me for the usc ice bucket challenge I should have never let her age past 13 bro 

Why did wattpad reveal defunct profiles usernames and pfps- do you WANT me to not move on from old friends? 

Aphmau mystreet season 7 
          Ice bucket challenge 
          Trump president 
          Reconciling with my old best friend from 2016 
          
          Is it 2016 part 2. This cannot be happening bro 

Keep lying 
          Keep lying 
          Stay 
          Keep fighting 
          Don't leave this way 
          Keep trying 
          Same old mistakes 
          Keep lying 
          Keep lying 
          Stay. 

You know, Porter
          
          Some people die of nostalgia 
          
          So you better look out