_Pixiee_

All parts of Dear love, heal me are up!!! 
          	this silly mini baby story is complete ❤️❤️❤️
          	
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/371796257

_Pixiee_

hello lovelies!!! 
          if you have read my previous message you'll know I am not doing very well mentally but that's fine! 
           I am very excited for this story because I was in my writing slump for so long but I have tried something fun here!! hopefully you'll enjoy it!! 
          also it is just a silly draft and i am not expecting much but I think it is a great effort as long as I am writing- something, anything!!! 
          so here it is!!!!! 
          ❤️❤️❤️
          I just published "Dear love, heal me" of my story "Dear love, heal me". https://www.wattpad.com/1456820654?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=_Pixiee_

_Pixiee_

happy anniversary my dear ones!!! 
          time with BTS has been so precious and today was such a healing day! I enjoyed every minute of it❤️
          
          i think I have some explaining to do! okay i won't make anNy excUses! but. i was... still am at a point in my life where I don't know anything (it can be oversharing and some might not even read this) 
          but I don't feel like doing anything my sad depressive episode is crazy and taking a toll on me i have no where to go but live and feel when I don't even feel like existing. just working in survival mode- barely. and I don't understand from where all these feelings are coming from. my headspace is so unstable. I can't even enjoy the things. i don't even feel like eating or reading or writing. these things I used to hold dear to my heart- I still do but it's fading. 
          and I am a person who needs to know and this thing is making me question my own emotions and feelings
          I just have no path to walk on certainly. i don't even know what I'm doing with my life. 
          so many demons we all have to deal with behind closed doors.

anuja10071

@_Pixiee_  Hey author, I don't know what you are going through, but plz don't let negative thoughts overwhelm you..we all have reason to exist, that's why we  are humans right? Hope you will be your cheerful self soon.. lots of good wishes to you ❤️
            And yeah, your stories are amazing., I just found your account, don't lose your confidence.. fighting! (⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)
            Looking forward to your stories ( especially for  'yours to hold')
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_Pixiee_

thankyou for giving me and TAM so much love- I cherish it and your comments all of them help me get through my bad days. my writing is turning rusty here because I am just in tears. I can't believe people care for me or maybe only for my writing but I am still grateful. 
            thankyou whoever stopped and looked over at my account and gave me their precious time. I truly cherish it❤️ 
            I will be on a break for a while before I can shine again. 
            hope you stay and wait for me best friends❤️ i promise to heal and be better again
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