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Hey Tyler.. I know your somewhere watching me cry right now... I know you didn't want me to cry, but I still do... you honestly don't know how much you meant to me... your my best friend.... cancer can go fuck itself. I wanna take you to wonderland again, or to that lake. I miss you so much Tyler, it hurts so much to know your gone.. really, it does.... every 27th of every month I cry, its another month that i-i have to miss you... I really really miss you.... I miss laughing and playing and being goofy friends, your like z brother to me.... why'd you have to go....? Why couldn't you stay here? I want you back here.... I want to tell you about the good and bad since you've been gone, I want you to just wake up and come back.... I actually wish this was some sick joke, that someone's pretending this happened.... because then you'd be back... god it hurts..... *looks down crying really hard* I miss you.... Tyler come back... please........ p-please.... please come back..... *holds the palms of my hands over my eyes crying harder*