𝙺𝚞𝚛𝚊𝚜 🎐🪽

Forgive me, Father.
          For I have sinned. I have indulged myself in the act of lust and seeked out the fictional stories of perversion. I intend to better my ways and refrain from doing such unholy acts. I have also indulged myself in daily acts of sin (sloth), for I have turned away from my duties as a student and a teacher in training for the pleasures of my bed and enjoyment. 
          Please forgive this wandering child and reserve my seat behind the Golden Gates by your side.
          I beg for forgiveness.

I do wish to write a reincarnation story soon. Once I finish the 2 drafts I have, I will try my hand in another genre that has always taken my interest. Perhaps then I will not experience such terrible writer's block.

I have brought light to the past. I suppose it is something I can not ignore or run from anymore. 

It is a shame that I am struggling to write yet again. Would this be the downfall of yet another attempt to publish stories? I apologize.

Isaiah 43:18
          "Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past."

1 Peter 4:8
          "Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers a multitude of sins."

To love is to heal. How can one love another if they can not love themselves?

I sense the past around the corner, reemerging. Will it bring pain, or will it bring closure?

1 John 1:9
          "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

To say I have acted immature and atrocious before is an understatement. I may not remember my past, but I am now burdened by the emotional pain and turmoil as I struggle to remember.