-Eli-

Hey, it's Eli. I can't log into @/_Ryxzaki anymore so If you wanna talk I'll be on this account <3

*CoUgHs*

hey Alexie this is Mariam. I cant log into my other account

Howz you? 

Aiyoooo Smutyyy

I guess the saddest part about this all is knowing how little you can experience within your unknown lifespan. 
          
          Why can't I bring myself to do things that make me happy or make me excited? Because If I died tomorrow, I know I barely made any memories I wanted to keep. 
          
          When will I ever stop thinking that I've got forever to do something when I really don't? I keep rescheduling and procrastinating on saying or doing things even when I know that I may never get an opportunity to do it again. 
          
          I guess part of me pushing things away for another time is because of the people around me. I wanna go out and explore but I know I'd hurt my family and friends in that process.
          
          This battle between choosing myself or choosing my family might forever haunt me but maybe one day, If I live till then, I'd finally have the courage to choose me. 

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Thanks for the follow hun ❤

u what....
          WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN? :(

Eli >>>>>