Okay but showing your parents your interests as a teenager feels awkwardly personal and when they judge you feel like it’s the end of the world. Especially music. Like, “mom here’s my soul written into lyrics please take care”
Looking thru my old things… managed to find the lock to my old diary when I was in fifth grade. Don’t have to key to undo it but that’s fine bc I burned the actual book ages ago. Seeing it now makes me feel different. I had that diary when I was being bullied and getting rid of it was my way of banishing those memories. Idk maybe I’m ranting but I just added that lock to my necklace so I can wear it