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My mental health is super down right now.Whoever said neet k bade maze hai was so wrong, it's stressful af.I knew for the fact that medical school is more hectic than other colleges but its getting way too much.Tons and tons of assignments, crippling anxiety and shit lot of backlogs, having breakdown between lectures and what not.I try to stay positive but its getting way too much also have my sessional exam coming up in a month.I barely get 4 hrs of sleep yet am failing behind my classes.All my friends are like me so its no use saying 'lets meet up' coz we'll all be anxious that its a waste of time and we need to manage exams. I feel like I'm living for nothing right now, I'm going to have spent 5 years of my life beating myself up for not feeling good enough, while trying to knock out that mentality out of my head and focus on the effort i'm making (but failing to do so).I hate that I have to break myself to become a doctor.