I’m done.....I can’t do anything right. My family never thinks I can do things right, my teachers, my friends. I hate myself so of course I don’t think I can do anything right but now I have someone telling me I’m a bad person for liking TXT and GIdle. Not just that but people keep saying that Taehyung hates white people. Like....bts literally saved my life and to know that one of the people I love the most would never love me in any way bc I am white breaks my heart. I’m so done. The possibility of the concert going when everything is over has been a huge encouragement for me to keep going but now I don’t think I could go and think the same about it. I’m sorry....I wish I could change everything wrong about me but I just can’t. I wish I could but I can’t. I literally haven’t gone a single night these past two months without having an anxiety attack or crying.