Alright... A lot of you didn't unfollow me even in my extremely long absence and I don't know how to thank you all. I still have very little motivation but for now I have decided I shall start re-writing most of my work. Yes, I will rewrite it all, even Changing You, because I want it to fit my current style.
I have improved quite a lot in the last year or two and my stories are simply not fitting my actual way of writing any longer so I will simply rewrite every single chapter and just replace the text. Once I am done with that, I will continue writing 'Mary Jane Kelly' because it is the one work that fascinates me most. Also, I like it most while every other story needs me to outline its plotline anew and write it down for once. MJK has a very simple plot as it is relying on events that actually took place and the hardest part will be something I do not want to share yet. I of course intend to add more than just the events happening, but I also plan on making it shorter than most stories while making the chapters longer by adding more detail, something I could practice over the last year or so. So, to those still interested in my work: I will not give up. I can not. Writing has always been my only talent and was one of my biggest passion but due to personal problems and events I was spiralling down and soon hit the ground with no motivation whatsoever, no creativity, no plans, no inspiration. It was a hard year, a hard time, but I have grown as a person and as a writer. And I intend to use that growth to write some amazing works to make my life get better again since writing is, as said before, my only real talent and I can't let the chance to write pass me by. I did that with too many things.
Oh, and to those reading 'Adopted By Vampires' or 'Captivated By You': My growth and change will greatly affect those works for my ways of letting characters fall have changed. Also, I came to stop writing in 1st person POV.
Thank you for reading this! It means a lot.