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_ShadowQuill_

3 days ago

@JungkookieGukk
Hi. We don’t know each other, but I know Behnaz. She has no idea I’m reaching out, and I’m using this account so she won’t see it. Please don’t block me—just read this, and I’ll delete it after.

This is kinda long, so heads up.

I’m a real-life friend of Behnaz—we’ve been friends for years.

I’m only reaching out because I’m actually worried about her. She hasn’t shown up to her shoots, isn’t talking to anyone, and won’t even answer my calls. I even contacted the boutique she was supposed to decorate, but she didn’t show up there either.
(And yeah, I saw she reached out to one of your friends on Wattpad, but honestly, the fact that she went to someone she barely knows instead of coming to me just shows how closed off she is in real life. I’ve never met anyone as cautious and private as her.)

I know what happened between you two, and honestly? I’ve never seen her as happy as she was when you were friends. I was there during her shoots, and I saw how her whole face lit up every time she texted you while waiting for her turn.

She’s such a beautiful person, inside and out (seriously, she’s stunning), but more than that, her feelings for you were real. She doesn’t open up easily, even to me, her best friend, but trust me—I knew.

I saw your board through my main account (yeah, I’m actually a friend of yours too, but I’d rather not say who, if that’s okay). I read what you wrote, and I totally get where you’re coming from. Your feelings are valid—there are people out there who stalk and harass others.

_ShadowQuill_

@JungkookieGukk
            But trust me, that’s not Behnaz. She’s the opposite of clingy. She’s one of the strongest people I’ve ever met. She’s been living on her own for a long time, and life hasn’t exactly been easy for her, but somehow, she’s still kept her heart pure.
            
            Yeah, trust me, I know she’s different—her personality is kinda unique—but in the best way. That’s exactly why I love her so much as a friend.
            But only if you really knew her—if you felt even a fraction of what I saw in her face that day—then deep down, you already know she genuinely cared.
            
            She wouldn’t have gone to this extent, made herself look like a fool, and set aside her own pride just to ask your friends to reach out to you and ask for your forgiveness… in a situation where both sides share the blame.
            
            I just wanted to say I’ve never seen her this heartbroken before. And honestly? I’m really worried about her.
            And just so you know… she’s still using your matching photo because it reminds her of you. I know that because she literally wrote it on her pfp.
            
            If you’ve reached this part, it means you’ve read my message, and I’m really grateful. If you text me back just to let me know you’ve read it, I’ll delete it right away.

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