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TW: DYSPHORIA (VENT)
          	
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          	my dysphoria's kinda kicking in rn because of my voice haha
          	i was talking to some people in a public voice chat in Amino and some more male VAs joined and  g o d  their voices were so amazing and masculine, unlike my feminine voice. i hate that my voice is like this, it's too feminine, and it's 2 am here so i can't even start training to do a male voice rn--
          	god, i fucking hate this, why couldn't i just be a genderqueer person without fucking dysphoria, this sucks and i almost can barely breathe and idk how the fuck to calm myself down because i'm afraid if i watch videos this'll get worse, i don't really wanna talk to people rn, my boyfriend isn't helping either he's just saying that i can't have a male voice out of the blue and i know that, but why doesn't he understand that saying that just makes things worse, what the fuck--
          	i fucking fucking fucking hate this aaaaaaaaaaaa what in the actual fuck am i even supposed to do, cuz i don't know, i just wanna cry but for some reason i can't, and i wanna scream but it's 2 am and i'd feel worse-
          	i just hate this so fucking much what the fuck.
          	
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          	sorry for the vent, i had to take some stuff out somewhere because i'm almost in the verge of an anxiety attack or something.

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TW: DYSPHORIA (VENT)
          
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          my dysphoria's kinda kicking in rn because of my voice haha
          i was talking to some people in a public voice chat in Amino and some more male VAs joined and  g o d  their voices were so amazing and masculine, unlike my feminine voice. i hate that my voice is like this, it's too feminine, and it's 2 am here so i can't even start training to do a male voice rn--
          god, i fucking hate this, why couldn't i just be a genderqueer person without fucking dysphoria, this sucks and i almost can barely breathe and idk how the fuck to calm myself down because i'm afraid if i watch videos this'll get worse, i don't really wanna talk to people rn, my boyfriend isn't helping either he's just saying that i can't have a male voice out of the blue and i know that, but why doesn't he understand that saying that just makes things worse, what the fuck--
          i fucking fucking fucking hate this aaaaaaaaaaaa what in the actual fuck am i even supposed to do, cuz i don't know, i just wanna cry but for some reason i can't, and i wanna scream but it's 2 am and i'd feel worse-
          i just hate this so fucking much what the fuck.
          
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          sorry for the vent, i had to take some stuff out somewhere because i'm almost in the verge of an anxiety attack or something.

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i finished reading Obligatory Chatfic--
          i have a lot more fanfictions to finish reading (like "lies (and how to unravel them)" that i haven't continued reading in like 2 months cOFCOF—), but i don't feel like it for some reason- prolly because i'm now fully invested and in love with Obligatory Chatfic and completely in love with it.
          smh.

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Oh my god, RPG horror games are honestly the best--
          (Sorry I just read that in your bio and wanted to agree. Also point and click adventures are great)
          
          I don't know that many RPG horrors but from what I can say they're the best

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@ NationalPANdemic  yes, they are! i only know a few RPG horror games that are shit, but most of them are really good and have really good stories!
            they can be scary and at the same time have a wonderful story
            they really are the best; i'm so glad someone agrees with me!
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