okay wow didn't intend to then go scrolling through these posts! to little ol'me this was a bit like a blog, maybe i will continue maybe not.
it's just so weird to reflect, so much time has past, and time will continue to past. at one point this post will still be alive when i am not, that's a bit dark to say but it's true, well unless this place gets deleted!
it's weird to think about that i am almost 20!! scary!
growing up scares me, as i'm sure it did for those before me and those who are after me.
but there isn't anything you or i can do. we just need to hold our heads up high and face forward.
we need to face forward and see the world for what it is an for what we are.
... i kind of lost myself there, ignore me :) if someone is reading this i hope you are okay, i hope for you to be okay, i hope you make it out of whatever troubles you, and know you'll be okay, you got this, the world is waiting, go on, take your first steps, i'll hold your hand until you get the rhythm. and i'll smile and wave you off when you no longer need me.
take care of yourself, my beloved stranger
