notebookster

what is this anymore what,, i started posting these random stuff in 6th grade.. im in 8th. with a 4.0. huh.

I love the way she comforts me when I'm at my low points, she cares about my emotions.. I remember her warm hugs like it was today.. Well they were today anyway.. I just don't have the urge to say I still love her.. Not sure if she feels the same anymore.. 

Ok sooo I made a deal with my mom,,,, I have to get in a sport and when she sees me lose weight she gonna buy me a corset
          I'm thinking of volleyball clinics for the basics so next year I can try out

Yea I'm asking my mom if she can get a corset for me,, I'm already on my low hopes of losing weight.. 

Well time to uninstall and delete private things,, I'm near my relatives again,,, brb

yk what, the fact that I've been in the house all day and all I did outside was throw out trash scares me

HELL YEAH WE GETTIN TPOT 3 TODAY I'M HYPER NOW 

When ur going to ur relatives house and they know the password for your device so you delete all ur photos and videos, ur tiktok and wattpad only to leave with then not even asking to see what I'm doing 
          
          So what I just deleted all that for nothing 

I'm so boreddd ughghghfhffh
          Anyways uhhhhh idk... Uhmmmmmmmm MAMAMAMAMSNAJNSKAK
          
          Yea uh good thing I didn't do rock climbing today cuz I would've died mentally.. Plus the fact that I'm scared of heights

I have lost my purpose of life again