_Supernatural_Freak_

this isn't to say i'm still not a big fan of many thing
          	because i am
          	i'm just less cringe-y about it
          	by a looooooong chalk
          	but still big fan of many thing
          	yes

_Supernatural_Freak_

god i just realised how much of a mess this account is
          i was deep in the throes of my 'Ultimate Fangirl Weeb!!1!' phase when I made this account, and subsequently, everything is now being deep cleaned with bleach, including my brain, as i try to de-cringe this thing
          god it's a mess *blows dust off library*

_Supernatural_Freak_

hi hi hi
          so i'm sooooooooo sorry I haven't updated in forever
          cuz it's writers block mostly, and so much other stuff is going on. I can't give a valid excuse, sorry
          I just suck in general
          sorry
          i'll update at some point
          I don't know when
          I think I gotta rewatch stuff to get inspiration but that just isn't possible with the amount of stuff me and my friends have given me to watch uwu
          but i'll try
          sorry

_Supernatural_Freak_

Hi guys
          
          so I'm really sorry I haven't updated any of my stories recently, but basically I've found myself actually doing stuff that isn't sitting around watching The Walking Dead and it's disgruntling to say the least. last week was half term and I took two attempts to update The Everlasting Game but never actually published it.
          My problem is I'm running out if inspiration. Well... no not that exactly. My problem is that I have the plots and ideas but when I go to write them I keep changing them and adding or removing stuff and eventually I just get incredibly frustrated, yell at my computer for a bit, then leave it. Another thing is with The Ghost Of The Park is that it's going to be some kind of romance thing? Only I can't write romance. Believe me I've tried. It's turned out into the most horrible, cheesy thing and I never let anyone read it because /I/ could barely read it without cringing and criticising myself internally, let alone have someone else do that.
          So I'm kind of working on getting around those two major problems and so if suddenly there's a few random drabble things (probably based around Madoka Magica..) it's me trying to write stuff out and not get it wrong.
          As for His Butler, Hunted... that one isn't getting updated because my friend hasn't got the chapter written yet, not her fault, because she had several other fanfics and the such to write before I asked her. I would write it myself but it's been a whole since I last watched Black Butler and so I'm a bit rusty.
          
          Sorry again about the lack of updates. I will try to get it sorted soon but until then please bear with me ^u^
          ~ Sam

_Supernatural_Freak_

@spannah I have a thing which was going to be the spirit story but I decided not to use it. I'll send it to you if you like ^u^
          (Sorry I took so long to respond btw, my iPod decided to go anti-Wattpad for a while and refused to let me do anything :/ )
          It's reassuring to know I'm not the only one who gets like this :}
          I think the writing style sort of comes from me placing myself as the character and just writing whatever comes to my head. My english teacher would always tell me that too heh.