_Talaysia_

guys im honestly so terrified what’s gonna happen to zb1 in the future. I want to be positive and trust them, but at the same time it’s gonna break me for them to not be ot9- and if they separate haobin its so over…
          	Im gonna try to pretend everything is okay over the next 2 mouths and keep writing my silly fics, but im not gonna lie if something drastic does happen i might have to take a break. 
          	i saw zb1 live before i knew about them as a group, which is how i got so invested in them. They kept me sane throughout my toughest times in high school, and now that im in university i realize just how much they’ve been keeping me on my feet. lowkey- zb1 was the reason why i got through my worst days. without them (which hopefully won’t happen), im gonna feel lost- we all will. 
          	anyways, let’s just try our best to stay positive and happy these next few months. to all my other zerose followers i hope u stay healthy and strong, we’ll get through this together!

shmknzzzz

@_Talaysia_  I had such a great, positive feeling about 2026. At the start of the year, I was like..."my gut feelings are telling me this year is going to be great" ....my gut is broken for real-
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bluee2rosee

@ _Talaysia_  It's normal and ok to be sad, we all are going to be. Don't be stuck in the past for too long. Treasure the beautiful memories you made with them, gain new energy from the memories and make new ones in the future.
          	  The idea of them separated is terrifying, i know. I also cry while thinking about it, but we need to see things positively. At the same time, I'm excited for their future, i trust them they won't leave. 
          	  If some days feel too hash/hurtful, acknowledged that, don't play it over. Allow yourself to be sad, so maybe you can accept it earlier and the pain will be gone faster.
          	  Here are people caring about you, feel free to share your pain(if you want to)♡
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lmoadiva

@_Talaysia_ I'm crying reading this... you're not alone at all.. so many of us feel the same fear and love for them :< zb1 has been a safe place for me too n the thought of changes is terrifying.. whatever happens, we'll get through it together :3
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_Talaysia_

guys im honestly so terrified what’s gonna happen to zb1 in the future. I want to be positive and trust them, but at the same time it’s gonna break me for them to not be ot9- and if they separate haobin its so over…
          Im gonna try to pretend everything is okay over the next 2 mouths and keep writing my silly fics, but im not gonna lie if something drastic does happen i might have to take a break. 
          i saw zb1 live before i knew about them as a group, which is how i got so invested in them. They kept me sane throughout my toughest times in high school, and now that im in university i realize just how much they’ve been keeping me on my feet. lowkey- zb1 was the reason why i got through my worst days. without them (which hopefully won’t happen), im gonna feel lost- we all will. 
          anyways, let’s just try our best to stay positive and happy these next few months. to all my other zerose followers i hope u stay healthy and strong, we’ll get through this together!

shmknzzzz

@_Talaysia_  I had such a great, positive feeling about 2026. At the start of the year, I was like..."my gut feelings are telling me this year is going to be great" ....my gut is broken for real-
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bluee2rosee

@ _Talaysia_  It's normal and ok to be sad, we all are going to be. Don't be stuck in the past for too long. Treasure the beautiful memories you made with them, gain new energy from the memories and make new ones in the future.
            The idea of them separated is terrifying, i know. I also cry while thinking about it, but we need to see things positively. At the same time, I'm excited for their future, i trust them they won't leave. 
            If some days feel too hash/hurtful, acknowledged that, don't play it over. Allow yourself to be sad, so maybe you can accept it earlier and the pain will be gone faster.
            Here are people caring about you, feel free to share your pain(if you want to)♡
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lmoadiva

@_Talaysia_ I'm crying reading this... you're not alone at all.. so many of us feel the same fear and love for them :< zb1 has been a safe place for me too n the thought of changes is terrifying.. whatever happens, we'll get through it together :3
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_Talaysia_

updates for ‘still a monster’:
          just finishing some last little things/scenes for ‘stay a little longer’ and then I’ll shift my focus onto finishing ‘still a monster’
          From what I’ve outlined, it will have about 40k words more, making it around 140k total. I first published it in March 2025, and I plan to finish it before it hits the 1 year mark. This means there r about 8-9 chapters left! 
          Can’t wait to get back into posting biweekly again, I’ve been starting to miss the fic. Besides, chapter 16 is pretty much the entire reason why I started writing it and we’re one chapter away from it

_Talaysia_

@bluee2rosee once im finished them i might just drop both 15 and 16 at the same time cause honestly i cant wait either!
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bluee2rosee

@_Talaysia_ I need chapter 16. The story is too addictive
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_Talaysia_

now that I’ve set this posting schedule thingy, even myself as the author am anticipating the next parts dropping lmao- 
          like I’ve been finishing a scene in chapter 4, but here the fic only has half the first chapter released. ive got no one to rant about it too either… the struggles of posting an already written fic fr

_Talaysia_

The new fic will officially be published December 24th, and I’m going to set the 5 chapters update twice a week, split into two parts each because they’re all about 10k or more words. Ngl it’s probably some of my best writing yet, especially the second half of the fics. I’m excited for u guys to read it!!

bluee2rosee

@ _Talaysia_  I want to read it ASAP. Can't wait:)
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_Talaysia_

hi everyone, it’s been a while! I’m still alive.  I’m so sorry for disappearing for the last 2 months… I swear though, I’ve still been doing a fair a bit of writing.
          
          IMPORTANT UPDATES (related to my fics):
          - ‘still a monster’ will start updating weekly (for 5k chapters) and biweekly (for 10k+ chapters) once I’m done finals/after the 17th of December. 
          - I will also posting a new fic I was working on around the 20th, and will post the chapters weekly. It’s just over 50k words. 
          
          NEXT YEAR/2026:
          - I won’t be starting any more fics until I finish ‘still a monster’ so you can expect more frequent updates!

bluee2rosee

@ _Talaysia_  we're glad that you're back♡ You were working hard on your fics, thanks you for spoiling us.
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shmknzzzz

@_Talaysia_  Welcome back! We missed you...
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