Hello,
My name's Penelope (that's the name my Daddy gave me). I support and am a part of the Ddlg community. 

Don't read any story I write because it will make your eyeballs bleed and you'll be blind for the rest of your life. 

Also, in case you're having a bad day, you're not worthless. You're not a waste of space. You have meaning. Every single person you meet, you have an influence on them. I care about you and I want you to be happy. You deserve to be happy. It doesn't matter what you blame yourself for. You have worth and you can do so many good things in your life. Every life is precious, including yours. 
I hope the rest of your day is absolutely wonderful!