bitch

I keep eating my hair

question, why is your name the rapi-

i just had a lucid dream and in it i made me and asa (otis' actor from sex education) get coffee. Why did no one tell me how realistic lucid dreams were because jesus christ THAT FELT REAL THO, IT WAS LIKE I WAS ACTUALLY THERE TALKING TO ASA IT WAS SO COOL AND HE SAID HE LIKED ME AND gAVE ME HIS NUMBER LIKE AGHHH YES 
          
          and then after that i made all my friends irl appear because i was lonely and we all ate food and talked smack about how much of a dick isaac was for deleting otis' voicemail to maeve. OH and then it kinda derailed into a normal dream (i think) because i woke up and got some food before getting back in bed and in that other dream i was sleeping at my nans with my brother and sister and my sister pissed all over her floor and my nan had like 12 dogs. And there was one where it wouldnt go to sleep so i went outside and played with it until it got tired but then when we walked inside it was already morning and i had to pretend that i was asleep and then i woke up so that last part was wierd as fuck but like-
          
           holy shit, HOW DO I LUCID DREAM AGAIN BECAUSE THAT SHIT WAS AMAZING I WANNA DO OTHER STUFF LIKE I HEARD THAT YOU CAN HAVE SEX IN LUCID DREAMS AND IT FEELS SO REAL BUT LIKE I DON'T KNOW WHO I'D WANNA DO IT WITH-
          
          i mean i like someone but i don't know if id want to have sex wit them  bc that would be wierd were both minors and too young to do it 
          

day 2 of quarantine 
          
          i have been sat in my bed for exactly 5 hours and fourty three minutes.
          
          I tried to excercise but i fell over and hit my head on the drawers and now im scared of handles.
          
          

day 1 one quarantine
          
          i have listened to my sex education playlist in full for 4 hours now, the songs are hella good, but im staring to get bored.
          also, i tried to watch youtube, but for some reason everything isnt as funny as it used to be, im constantly bored, i dont even like going outside but i really want to, just to get some fresh air

i rly hope so tbh

think I might die today idk

my sis just kicked me in the jaw and when I stand up to leave I touch her leg and she fucking screams so loud like I just broke her shin bitch-

Ew I look fat

We stan Billie Eilish uwu