No longer in Service

I figured I had to do this..
          
          I owe everyone an apology. 
          
          I came back to see what was going on in Wattpad. It’s been nearly 2 years since I left. And I feel like an asshole. When I left, something personal happened. And I was thrown into a distraught state of mind. I got more anxious. I began to be insecure more than ever. And I became uncomfortable with myself. I didn’t see any value in me. 
          
          And I didn’t see any value in this account. I felt so uncomfortable with everything about me that I practically ditched everything. I ditched this account and the Instagram account linked in my bio. I created new ones to help me find myself. But it didn’t help. I hated everything about myself. I blamed what had happened on me. I still do. But it’s not like it’s going to change anything.
          
          But what amazes me is that these stories are still being read! How and why is a perplexing question that I won’t be able to resolve. I am thankful for all of you people that still read and follow me! Though I have left this account, it’s still in my heart. I made so many friends and met such wonderful people. 
          
          I wish there was something to fix this but I don’t think it can help. 
          
          Though I do have another account, I won’t be sharing it as well, I finally feel comfortable. I almost have found what makes me happy. And I think I started to care about myself for the first time in over a year. It sounds pathetic, and it is, but I feel so happy. Yet at the same time not. 
          
          Mostly due to knowing I left a lot of people behind in the dust without answers. So I hope this clears up some stuff. 
          
          Oh! And sadly, I won’t be continuing any of my stories on this account. I’m sorry about that. But I hope you all understand. 
          
          I love every single one of you guys.
          
          Thank you.
          
          

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